I think it is safe to assume, everyone has experienced a sense of regret after making a decision of some kind. I also think it is safe to say that these incremental moments of regret over a person’s lifespan, helps to create an increase in anger and depressed energy. Finally, I also feel confident when I state, many people in this physical reality are unaware that their gift of hindsight, which they carry with them whilst “alive”, will also be highlighted for them after they have vacated their earthly vessel permanently. It may look as though people get away with murder on the surface. Trust when I state, energy cannot hide from energy. Creation, God consciousness, is all. An individual gets away with nothing. The truth always comes out. Nothing is hidden. Only overlooked or ignored to the point of forgetting where to look. Nothing is quite as it seems. There is far more to existence than this wee little pea of a planet.
A person can ignore their ability to look at their decisions from a different perspective, and therefore can choose to remain unaware of the powerful butterfly effect produced by their decisions and actions. They remain blissfully unaware of the gravity of cause and effect by their subconscious choice. Ignorance is bliss, until it isn’t.
Since creation requires constant motion, as well as balance in harmonious vibrations and frequencies, adjustments are made. These adjustments can be fully integrated whilst in this incarnation through hindsight, or the adjustment can be made through a telepathic link with a guiding force in spirit form. Once you are back in full spirit form. Let the revelations begin sort of deal. Another spirit form can focus their thought energy, which then influences your thoughts, to help create an illusionary reality, if you will. They help you revisit your life to help you see what you were unable to see. This is for your soul’s evolution and is guided with unconditional love as well as with loving truthful remembering.
When a person exits their body, they first experience what they are familiar with. A point of reference if you will. This point of reference may be another familiar in spirit form who greets them. In this instance, the departed would have embraced this transition before departure. Therefore, they embraced their soul family in spirit. They expected to be accepted at either a conscious or subconscious level. The departure is often peaceful.
In other instances, they may experience confusion, fear, or a desire to fix something they believe requires fixing before they go. A person can hold on for an extremely long time. The lower their energy is, the more challenging it is for higher beings to connect with them telepathically. Lower vibrational beings on the other hand, can easily manipulate a guilty or fear based consciousness into believing they would not be accepted in “heaven”.
All energy communicates telepathically before they communicate physically. Energy is influenced to create an intended reaction this way.
Your mind creates your reality on earth and in spirit form. The less unconditional love you have for yourself and for others, the more fear based projections may be created for yourself. Regardless of having a physical vessel or not.
We always co-create. We are energy. Regardless of the way we present ourselves, we influence each other with our thoughts. When in spirit form, your thoughts are only half of the equation. You co-create what you experience based upon what you identify with, alongside another spirit being who either influences your thoughts to see beauty within your learning, or to influence your thoughts to see further fear, and therefore darkness.
It sounds scary doesn’t it? It can be for someone who fears judgement, ridicule, rejection, and any other form of ostracization. This fear is so strong, that many a soul has trapped themselves in an illusionary experience, which binds them closer to the physical plain. The physical realm is far denser, slower, and painstakingly heavy to carry. The energy in a “hellish” spirit form is equally difficult, and sometimes even more denser than the earthly realm. The density of the energy is based upon actively conscious energy manipulating the energetic space. What you believe can be manipulated into a knowing. Once you know, you experience. This knowing can go in any direction. Darkness and light coexist because they are a harmonious blend of complimenting energy. I need you to see me and you need me to see you, sort of deal.
The more co-creating, the stronger the energy. The stronger the energy, the stronger the influence a spirit entity has to work with, to help manipulate other energy beings into creating a particular existence. Spirit hell and spirit heaven are formed this way.
The movie “What Dreams May Come”, although deals with extremely sensitive topics of suicide and accidental deaths, offers a glimpse into telepathic co-creation. There is some truth to the writer’s depiction of life after death. You co-create heaven or hell, together. Your free will chooses which reality to enter. Hindsight helps you to choose wisely.
I’m writing on this because I had reflected on a painful experience concerning my father and the topic of Rosie. When I was reminiscing about the last time I saw my father, I caught the wind of a butterfly wing’s motion. I saw a glimpse into the cause, Rosie, and the effect, which was an excruciating interaction with my father that had left me heartbroken. If I remained heartbroken, both my father and Rosie would have an increased impactful effect on their choice of action, and ultimate co-creation later down the road. I also identify that if I chose to remain heartbroken, I would only be creating a deeper hell in my mind for myself. I would like all of us to remain in peace once we have left this earthly realm physically. Regardless of who hurt who.
I also recognize that I still hold slight anger towards Rosie as it relates to this experience. I was pissed that I defended a man to my father, who was secretly cheating on me, and talking ill about my name behind my back. I defended a cruel adversary thinking he was a man who loved me. Ouch. Rosie damaged the frequency of trust. That hindsight is likely going to be a challenge for Rosie to accept one day. He can do it. I believe in him.
I choose to release anger by identifying the importance of my decisions and actions. Did I choose to respond wisely and do I stand for my actions? Regardless of the outcome? Thinking like this helps me to remember, hoarding anger is accepting that ignorance is bliss, whilst knowing, the bliss is only experienced until it isn’t. One way or another, you will be shown the truth. Anger just makes it harder for the truth to be illuminated. That helps no one.
“Clair, what did you stand for when you spoke back to your father?”, Clairity asked.
My father was displaying his racism and narrow minded stereotype thinking like a proud flag flying on the isle of one man. His flag stood for his principles, not mine. I said “Dad, you speak so poorly of someone you don’t even know. You are speaking about the man I love. You do realize he can speak three languages fluently. How many can you speak?”
My dad didn’t care for that comment much. My dad can speak two languages. English and ignorance.
My dad disregarded what I said with, “Craig, you and De should move here and take over the house. You can rent out your house in Ontario. Perhaps to one of the kids. You and De can take this house”.
I knew what my dad was doing. He was using passive aggressiveness to hurt me on purpose. I honestly want for nothing. Craig is welcome to any and all from our parents. They have nothing of interest to me. In fact, if I were perfectly honest, I am relieved at the idea of hearing crickets after their passing. Legal headaches begone!
My dad’s choice in actions left a bit of a sour taste in my mouth. I had already taken him off of the illusionary pedestal I placed him on by that point in our timeline. With that said, damn, his maturity on that day moved into a crawl. The boy stood where the man once was.
After my dad let out another dig concerning Jewish people, I gave my goodbyes and left. I haven’t seen nor spoken to him since. My mother didn’t say two words to me the entire time I was there. I took Liv and her baby to meet my brother and his family. My brother was visiting our parents in Oak Bay, New Brunswick. They were speaking with my parents about me before my arrival. My parents alluded to the idea of me becoming a narcissistic bother who has but one goal in mind. That goal is to hurt them. I know this because of the reception Craig’s family gave me upon my arrival. Their energy was guarded and distant. The energy I read off of them gave me awkward silence. They knew something without saying something. My heart went out to them secretly. I said nothing. I simply sent them love by way of my thoughts.
I also drove Liv and Sophie because I wanted to see my dad. I wanted us to have a one-on-one, walk and talk, heart to heart conversation. My dad showed up to the barbeque thirty minutes before Liv and I had to leave. My dad then proceeded to slander ethnicities through cultural biases, stereotyping, and insecure hatred. Once my dad had his fun, my dad decided to start the barbecue. He started the barbecue after Liv and I had announced our departure. Fun times.
“You have not answered the question I asked you. What did you stand for?”
I stood for equality.
“Was your response to your dad about Rosie, or about you?”
It was about me. I have to sleep with myself every night. I don’t get a break from being me. With that, I knew I couldn’t be a silent witness to ignorant energy projections which were targeting Rosie. Even when those projections are coming from a man with the title of father bestowed upon him for having sex with my mother. I stood on principles. My mouth gets me into trouble after all. Ask my mum. She’ll tell ya.
“Good Clair. Rosie was a conduit for you to experience your own conviction. Yes Rosie hurt you. Yes Rosie has much to reflect on. Yes you were betrayed. You also stood for what was right. Does this realization provide peace within you? Even though the man you defended was just as ignorant as your father, you still stand for the truth in equality”
It does, yes.
“Would you change your response to your father now that you are fully aware of Rosie’s character?”
No, I wouldn’t. “Take the time to look inside the cup” is my motto. No two people are completely alike, and no two people deserve to be judged based upon surface level nonsense. Not in my world anyway.
I also recognize that by me holding anger towards Rosie for his choice to betray me, only hurts me in the long run. I know the way spirit work with people. I am familiar with life after life. I am familiar with what Rosie is creating for himself. I would only add to his pain and self torment. I am not willing to take on that level of responsibility which feeds into the results of cause and effect. I most certainly do not want to be a painful contributor for his personal hell. That’s for him to explore, not me.
Back to you. This entry isn’t to scare you. Remember, there is no blame, no shame, only understanding. Spirit love you. To evolve, you must see what you overlooked. To evolve, you must identify cause and effect so that adjustments can be made. These adjustments either occur whilst in spirit form, or whilst incarnated here on earth. You cannot graduate earth without having gone through all the levels. Hindsight is the assessment of your achieved level. I know I am going to experience this transition when I am in spirit. My goal is to embrace forgiveness, not trap myself inside continued earthly learning. My goal is to help you do the same, if you so choose.
LivWithClairity 
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