Free will is a bugger. If you can think, then you have free will to choose what to think. Instant thoughts are still micro choices you make. This is a free will choice on speed dial, basically. Your thought then produces a reaction within you. A sudden e-motion is activated either by action to receive satisfaction in an external reward, or an emotional awareness which triggers an action to satisfy the emotional discharge.
Another layer of free will is then produced for you, which is to reassess yourself through hindsight to determine if the data you received is proactive for your ego conditioning. If you detect pain and anger or sadness and a neglect of self, then jump perspectives and revisit your experience from that new approach. This is how you tweak your approach to things in your future.
What you didn’t care for goes against your character. If this is the case, what strengths within your character did you gain from the experience?
What proactive skills have been a little fine tuned?
Your intuition, has it gotten stronger because you can see a pattern in a person’s behavior and approach, a vibe, and can you predict an outcome based upon what you have come to learn?
Now that you are aware of another person’s character, can you connect the vibe to their actions? Identify the vibe as it helps to speed up your awareness for encounters in your future.
When you identify a vibe you sensed, you gain the ability to read energy, which then allows you clearer vision to see true intentions. You have learned to see deeper levels of truth. This is powerful and is a gem as you navigate life.
Has your discernment elevated to a higher level because of what you have come to learn?
You were leveling up your ability to identify a person’s true intentions versus their outward presentation. Can you see what you came to learn from your experience which then allows you to let go of the pain associated with it?
Energetic vibes, mannerisms, habits in their behavior, and your inner assessment when it comes to your emotions and thoughts which help to provide you with a full picture, have been learned or ignored by you. Which do you choose to identify with?
This builds your character and therefore what your own ego identifies with. You then flow in a creative state to reinforce your identity. This activates all the laws, including the law of attraction.
When you ask questions of yourself, you uncover both the challenge and the rewards. Your challenge is your teacher. Your pain is also your strength when you can identify it. When you choose to see the Law of Polarity within all experiences you have, you gain insight to balance out both mentally and emotionally.
Another way to view a person as your teacher would be to identify their dark side. If they were sneaky and deceitful with you, then perhaps you were learning to readjust your own approach when it comes to divulging information about yourself and your loved ones. You learn when to speak, when to listen, and when to observe, after having an encounter with a deceitful person. Pain holds truth and liberation.
This of course is your free will choice to see powerful insight. It is also far easier said than done. If free will is the guitar, emotions are the strings being strummed which then creates further motion. Motion makes sounds which resonate and reverberate producing actions and results.
Your results could be instant or your results could create a cause and effect loop that takes decades to see and understand, and then choose to change or recreate for yourself. I was in a loveless psychological loop which had spanned over many decades. I dedicated myself to three different men and ended up with the same results. I had experienced much heartache and mental torment.
My pattern which was ruled by the Law of Cause and Effect had taken place over a long duration. The root of the cycle I had formed was around a free will choice I had made, which was to please another at the sacrifice of myself. The more I chose this route for myself, the more difficult the experience was created for me to see the truth.
When you don’t hear whispers, a soft yell is next. If a soft yell is ignored, a bloody fog horn is blasted to alert you of a painful direction you have created for yourself. This sets the wheels in motion which causes you to fall. You must fall so that you can rebuild yourself back up with wisdom, instead of your learned assumptions which had created pain and suffering in the first place.
Free will is a powerful gift and is often squandered or lost in confusion. Choosing to remain aware of your thoughts and identifying the power behind them is easier said than done during stressful moments. You have free will to master self control. It’s a pain in the ass to identify oppressive thinking. It is a challenge to take personal accountability for your own secret and sometimes not so secret thoughts. It takes an incredible amount of mental fortitude as well as a true commitment to self to balance out negative thoughts against proactive thoughts, especially during stressful situations. If circumstances surrounding your prolonged efforts for a positive change for yourself don’t meet your expectations, nor meet your requirements in order to succeed, your mind likely takes you downward into energetic fatigue and then ultimate depression. A feeling of loss takes over. It is usually at this stage when an impulse to give up on your dreams, which then causes you to give up on yourself, take over your predominant thoughts. This is no bueno. It is also a challenge to muster up positive energy when your mind is tormented.
With all that said, there is a way to stabilize yourself when you know your thoughts and emotions are out of alignment with the vision you have for yourself. A fabulous way to do that is to revisit your Why.
What is the reason you do what you do? What drives you? What do you know inside even without a reflection to prove what you know? What passion is ignited inside of you which derived from a personal challenge which then helps to feed your ultimate Why?
As an example, for me, one of my Why’s is to eradicate homelessness; preferably worldwide. I am homeless. The experience I have with being homelessness looks different than those who sleep under the stars. Nonetheless, I am destitute and have no means of financial support to live an independent life for myself. An impoverished mind is a mind experience homelessness. My goal is to help heal minds so that the butterfly effect can take over allowing for others to rebuild, rather than tear down, their communities and themselves. This is my Why. Homeless people have a great deal to offer. I help them see their wisdom and talents. Their life is honorable and can help to produce great change for the better. My hardship helped to produce my passion. My passion is to help others like me. Diamonds in the rough. We all shine in some way.
I know my reasons for doing what I do. The question now is, am I satisfied with my efforts? The answer to that question is yes. Am I satisfied with my physical comforts? Hell no. Truth be told, I feel trapped. Knowing I feel trapped, I turn to my God and to my Clairity for insight and assistance. I hear advice such as rest. Move in silence. Choose to trust. You are on the path. See what you have accomplished already. You have already succeeded. Your mind is simply catching up to this fact.
All of those thoughts and inner guidance have helped me to push through waves of doubt and sadness. I also recognize that I am shy and prefer small groups, which means, I am comfortable in solitude. I am afraid of fame. That’s a new ball game and one that I would have to learn. I still hold some slight fear of being known and having a substantial amount of money. There are great levels of responsibility which comes with fame and fortune. Fame of any kind and at any level, means you would have to agree to the inundation of external thought projections, both of a positive nature and of a negative nature. This can be disabilizing.
Would you be able to manage your thoughts plus identify other influences around you, plus experience the energetic upward and downward swings which come with people’s own perceptions of you? Can you separate yourself from all titles and labels placed upon you? Can you remain in true honor of who you are? Fame creates many versions of you. You must know yourself with confidence to walk in fame and fortune. Can you do it?
It’s easier said than done, so, it scares me a little. It would be, in my mind, irresponsible if I didn’t see the magnitude of the energy I would work with to alchemize peace for myself and for my Christy. With this realization, I question if I am to live a quiet life without fame, which means, have I helped to eradicate homelessness at a smaller scale? Do I need fame? No. Did I make a difference in my life? Yes. If yes, then my Why has already been met. Thinking this way helps me to relax during the final stages of the Law of Gestation. Success is already mine. The rest of my vision for myself and my true love is inevitable. I then turn to the present to observe other messages my universe gives me to keep me on track.
Your Why may not have fully formed. Perhaps you do know what your Why is and it has fully formed into efforts made by you. To question your big Why for too long is to invite doubt and confusion into your life. What’s important is to identify a layer of truth; you are making effort for a positive result within your passion in a small way which leads to big results in time, yes?
You make proactive choices which are in alignment with your life’s mission and vision, yes?
Are you satisfied with your efforts and can you trust the unseen guidance being given to you? Do you choose to trust in the unknown whilst you identify and remain at peace with what you have come to learn?
If so, breathe out depressive thoughts you may have and change them with a note to self.
“I do this for me because… The way my life unfolds for me is inevitable. I choose to trust. I choose to recognize what I have done, what I now know, and I recognize there is much that I do not know and have yet to discover. Again, I choose to trust myself and trust in my vision. I am a success already”.
After that, assess your energy levels. If they are low, relax and do little. If you feel antsy, pick up an activity which is harmful to none and fun for all. If you doubt, revisit facts that have worked. If you see a challenge, you see a weakness to build up. What do you fine tune within your character?
Reinforce that you are not lost, you are exploring options and tweaking your skills. You are not waiting for anything either. You develop your discernment to navigate true intentions at a vibrational level. This takes practice and refinement on a daily basis. There is no end to learning how to read energy and master the laws of the universe. A true master is a perpetual student of life.
Identify your satisfaction in your level of learning rather than focus on what has yet to manifest physically. This helps you to honor yourself in times of stress. This helps you to say “hell no” to any thoughts of failure. You did not fail if you learned what to do and what not to do. Failure is a success in disguise.
If your Why has nothing to do with global affairs or financial gain, and has everything to do with true love, then you likely experience loneliness during the law of gestation. Loneliness is a real bugger indeed. At the same time, loneliness can also indicate a unique mind which requires an equally unique counterpart. Wise discernment comes from you refraining from social activities just to escape boredom and feelings of loneliness. You learn who to invest your valuable energy into. Your energy is your gold. You learn how to invest so that you invest money wisely, your time wisely, and your inner world wisely. This is valuable. There is value in loneliness. Once you see it, loneliness then changes into self acceptance and self empowerment. All that is required next is your patience to sustain this new level of awareness. Easy peasy, lemon squeezy, right? Heck no. It is a challenge. A worthwhile challenge. A significant and difficult challenge nonetheless.
Your mind dictates your flow of energy so your mind is your fortune, your friendship, your love, and your peace. Your mind allows you to see it. Your mind is your Holy Grail which holds your love and material gains is healthy which offers growth and stable abundance.
If you are isolated and feel alone at the moment, perhaps you are taking care of your Holy Grail which is your mind?
Perhaps you have reevaluation to do? Is your circle of people healthy for you? Truly? Who is missing? If the one you long for has a beautiful mind, can you sustain your own beautiful mind in order to truly see their mindset and to help create a vibrational match which pulls them closer energetically to you? How much do you value true love? What does it look like for you when viewing it from a healed place?
When you value your mind, you become very selective on who gets to influence it. When you are comfortable with being on your own, your mind then becomes clear on what you choose to tolerate and what you would not tolerate. You also learn to respect and accept others for who they are, rather than who you wish for them to be. A character trumps a personal title. Titles help to create obligations disguised as love. Can you see this profound difference?
This is powerful. This is love. When you can identify love for yourself, your energy moves into a frequency with another soul who views love the same way.
The Law of Gestation is in full effect. A telepathic link must be made and strengthened before two souls can meet in person. Their telepathic link then produces synchronicities and forward motion to create a physical encounter. The more you hold true to self love and love of others, true love enters your life. It is inevitable. Your person receives your signals. Since you are both receptive, a psychic link is born between you both. The stronger it gets, the stronger the likelihood of a physical encounter. True love is then inevitable. You do in fact meet, if you haven’t met already.
With that said, loneliness is a deep and heavy emotion to carry. It can be a vicious cycle to break free from. Again, just as I had explained above, you must see the Law of Polarity within your past experiences. Draw a better understanding and then develop a clearer picture of the love you receive from another. When you know what qualities you possess, over what physical means you have to offer from having lived heartache and disappointment and or other forms of loss, helps you to set your personal boundaries accordingly.
To experience true love is to already know what true love is. You must live in true love for yourself before you can experience true love from a divine partner. Otherwise it is the Law of Assumption which activates an illusion of true love leading you down a path towards pain and rejection.
Respect and acceptance of self is true love. Respect and full acceptance of another is true love. The intensity of love lies in the way you think of your person. True love, for me, is peace, respect, and acceptance, coupled with fun, adventure, and intimacy. We both love life together. We both love each other’s minds.
Do your best to hold a vision inside your mind as to what your life looks like with your true love person, as it helps you steer clear of temptations which are unhealthy for your mental health during the Law of Gestation, and the Law of Assumption.
Below is an example of a vision I have held inside my mind for well over a decade. The details of this vision are my “Why” I don’t give up on humanity and on true love for myself. Your detailed vision for true love for yourself becomes your Why to love yourself and your reason to have compassion for others.
The remainder of this blog entry is a recount of a vision I had received from the divine. I first had a dream about my Christy and then a projected vision whilst awake. If you are interested in my vision, read on. If not, take what you have read already and run with it. Design your life based upon who you are, rather than what you have or don’t have. Who you are attracts your people. Who you are creates your ultimate success. Who you are is loveable and honorable. Your life journey proves it. You just have to see it to embody it and to create change you know yourself to be. Thank you for reading and for investing in yourself. My world becomes more peaceful because of your mind. Your mind read my mind. I am honored.
My dream and vision starts with me sitting on a cream coloured sofa. I am in a quiet sitting room. The ambiance is peaceful with a fireplace and with glass filled french doors on either side leading you to another room. Behind me is a gorgeous open concept kitchen with an island and beautiful appliances. The atmosphere is warm and inviting. I enjoy a wonderful cup of Chai tea as I peer out the window on my left.
I can see the ocean out of the large window. I see another set of french doors which leads to a deck outside. When you go outside, you step into a wooden deck and then down a couple of stairs and onto a stone paved walkway to grass. The garden is gorgeous with flowers and foliage to admire.
Mine and Christy’s home seems to be situated on high. I can look down to see a beach of sorts. I see people enjoying a fun day at the beach with the warm sun and perfect breeze in the air. It is warm where we live. There is no snow here. We are in our sanctuary.
Next in my vision, I am standing on a beach. I look up to see a cliff. On top of the cliff is the silhouette of a man who had just gotten out of a black fancy sports car. I cannot make out who he is. I simply know he is my Christy. I thought for the longest time that the man was Rosie. I was wrong. I am yet to meet my Christy again.
The silhouette waves at me. I feel love when he does this. The next thing I see is the two of us standing on the beach, facing one another. We are about to make our committed vows to one another. We get married on a white sanded beach somewhere in a small intimate ceremony. I see the color yellow. I know there is yellow. I am either wearing a yellow wedding dress, or my engagement ring is yellow, or my wedding party wears yellow in some way. The reason for the yellow goes back to a song written and performed by Coldplay. The song is called Yellow.
The song Yellow by Coldplay holds powerful lyrics in it for me. Those lyrics are, “skin and bones turned into something beautiful”.
Yellow being a colour in my wedding symbolizes to me that I am no longer skin and bones. I am someone beautiful. Call it pride. Yellow is confidence in one’s self. It is also symbolic for my growth.
Twenty-five years of skin and bones. However many years later, I have become someone beautiful. This is my vision. This is my Why for not giving up on true love. It is also for this reason that I am not.going to give up on the idea of me meeting my Christy again in this lifetime. I know he knows me. Our love for one another passes the test of time. Many lifetimes in fact.
Do your best to establish a strong vision for yourself. This is fuel for patience and for your mental and emotional resilience. When you feel sad and lonely, talk with your person inside your mind. Build a daily conversation with them. You may not have met them yet in person, that’s okay. Know they exist.
Use a silhouette to help you with a point of reference so that physical characteristics are a side note, not the finish line. To experience true love is to see past the surface of what a person has to offer. Know your person this well. Know you meet them, in time. Until then, in what way do you hold value for yourself? Know that answer daily. Choose to honor your vision. Honor your vision is to respect your progress, no matter how big or how small.
You are made of love and by love. Therefore true love is inevitable. You are worth it.
Much love to you, always ❤️
Clair Marie
