(Disclaimer: Mature subject matter. Reader discretion is advised 18+)
My universe is speaking with me quite a bit lately. I came to recognize the reality of a pivot Clairity had eluded to in one of my past blog entries. I can see myself in the midst of a rather impactful pivot indeed. Clairity whispered powerful words to me. Words which I find both of interest and intimidating. Ego is a precarious identity to work with on any particular day; let alone on a day when I place a claim on a download I choose to share with you now. I choose to be honest to the best of my ability at all times.
You are currently reading my online journal. Where else is better for honesty, if not inside my journal for you to read? With that in mind, this was some of my conversation with Clairity.
(p.s. crazy is as crazy does. Call me crazy. I accept being a bit of a weirdo with pride. Said with a wink and a smile).
“Clair, you are an ambassador of peace. You are this in your small world today. You are also this in a much more expansive world tomorrow. You achieved this already. Your mind simply catches up to this fact.
You are an alchemist and in so doing, you are a natural healer of minds. Your role is not that of a mentalist. Your role is that of the spiritualist. You walked the path of the hermit.
You were often left alone, and often left with deep questions and thoughts. You chose this path so that you could discover your connection inside all that is. You chose to help prove that you were created of love, and that the true path to Christ consciousness was love of self through the journey of mind.
You have received inspiration to watch certain movies. These movies had portrayed humble beginnings to success of true love and material riches. This storyline had appeared several times in your reality as of late. There is a reason for this and is to be considered for a different blog entry.
You have received messages of love, both in confused minded, and in adamant minded facts. You were then inspired to talk about universal laws which led you to your own definition of love. In addition, you received varying degrees of conceptual ideas surrounding creation and faith based practices. This led you to remember a dream you had.
You know what dream I refer to when I say, this dream has ignited a strong sense of love and justice for all inside of you. Your ability to reaffirm you are not alone whilst you walk this path is crucial for the message you are to deliver”.
I do remember this dream. I had this dream a few months after I had lost my sense of a spiritual life. Tranquil Spirit, in 2006-2009, was my business and my peaceful sanctuary. A large part of me had remained back in time. I was so sad that I had to close my business. I was having a hard time processing my grief back then. I mourned heavily. I felt completely alone inside myself.
I felt lost and I was uncertain of my future. I was lost in what I was to do. I had decided to write a book to help people with effective communication and self empowerment. It was my first book. It wasn’t a well written book but it was a solid effort. My tense grammar and my punctuation is elementary. It is today as it was back then, not perfect. My dream that I am about to share with you occurred during my first time at writing a book.
(If interested in an audiobook discussing highly effective communication strategies in the workplace, consider the book I had written titled “Say What. A Manager’s Quick Guide For…”.
I honestly can’t remember the full name of the audiobook. I do not receive royalties from any sales and wrote it many moons ago. You can find it on Amazon and or Audible. I am one of the voices you hear in the audio. The cover is of an elephant. Elephants are my favorite animal. A name you would see which displays the author’s name would be Claire McGee. This is not a name I identify with any more. Claire McGee was my name. Anyway, the audiobook is on Amazon or Audible if you’re interested).
I was standing on sand in this dream. I wore loose clothing. Similar to a light nightgown. I noticed that I was not wearing any shoes. The sky was dusk, I believe? The skyline had hues of colors that offered a golden glow. I saw an inclined sandy surface in front of me. I saw a hill similar to that of a sand dune. I saw people who were standing in a row with one up higher on the hill than their predecessor who stood in front of them. I had seen five people, I think. They stood at the edge of a path that I began to walk on. I was unable to make out who these people were. I just knew they were people. I had the urge to walk towards them. As I walked towards them my knees buckled. I had fallen to the ground. Next thing I knew, arms appeared on either side of me. Hands glided down my forearms which caused my arms to raise up. The person’s hands then cupped my hands into theirs and whispered a soft gentle message into my ear.
“You must crawl before you walk dear.”
I felt significant strength and vitality when I merged my energy with the other divine being’s energy. I felt like I was unstoppable so I began to run after I had stood back up. Then I fell once again, even harder than the first time. Again I had experienced loving arms cup my arms and hands and raise me up. Again a soft whisper came to me.
“You must walk before you can run dear”.
I stood up stronger than I had done previously. I felt strong. I also felt a little wiser. I chose to adhere to the wise whisper. I walked up the rest of the hill. At the top of this hill stood my grandad West, my great aunt Mary, my grandpa Joe, and two others whom I did not know, or knew that I knew at the time. I was at peace. Each of them had said nothing. All nodded at me in acceptance. I felt honored. I then woke up.
“What was your initial thought upon awakening from this dream?”
My first thought was to ask if it was Jesus that came to help me?
“Yes. This was your inquiry. You had a similar inquiry when you were little as well. You had asked your parents about God and who or what created the concept of a God. You are guided throughout life with this spiritual goal in your mind. You have been given hints all along your path. You had chosen to, once again, uncover your truest divine connection within all that is in this lifetime. You had chosen this path before as well. This is not your first time delivering a message such as the one you are cultivating within. Your learning must include higher conscious beings both in spirit and in earthly form. It is for this reason you are guided to release thoughts you have kept hidden from the world. You know exactly what thoughts I am referring to”.
In my world, Jesus or Yeshua, is an ascended master teacher. To keep things simple, I choose to use Yeshua to reference a divine being of truth. Yeshua had walked a path of pain, torment, isolation, ridicule, ego conditioning, betrayal, and love from others. Yeshua had walked the same path on earth as each soul has walked on earth. Yeshua had a great and unique way to explain a mind. It was their cultivated mind which they had shared with the masses. A mind which was inspired through a journey of self love and divine truth. There are plenty of stories which highlight metaphorical and conceivable perceptions about Christ consciousness and whether or not such a being had existed. Since the ego is designed for earthly pleasures, the ego takes messages in a literal light rather than from a metaphorical lens. Ego and spirit perceptions alter the truth. The truth is then spread out in many different ways and amongst all languages of perception. With that in mind, Yeshua is no longer one man. The consciousness of Yeshua is shared amongst many. This like authentic mindedness is the resurrection of Christ. Our body is an illusion. The mind is the consciousness that is being spread across all of creation by way of telepathy.
Yeshua is known as the “Son of God” because that is what has been written. I have noticed people often take this message literally. Yeshua is a child of God just as all of creation is a child of God. Gender is only for external identification. God is masculine and feminine. God is all. Love and logic are vital in all of creation. Nature and nurture are at play. Both hold masculine and feminine as they are rooted in the Law of Polarity. Yeshua had a heart and a mind. Yeshua spoke of emotions and mental fortitude. This is my understanding of my spiritual journey anyway.
I remember I had received a children’s Bible when I was a small child. In this Bible was a story about King Solomon. That story is a story I honor to this day. I love the story of the two women who claimed to be the rightful mother of a baby. King Solomon solved the case with intelligence and empathy. This, to me, is a reflection of Christ consciousness in physical form.
Yeshua attempted to explain love is respect and acceptance of self, as well as respect and acceptance of our people. This does not mean reject. Rejection is void of love. Acceptance of self is acceptance of struggles and triumphs. Acceptance is a balanced state of awareness. Respect is recognition of all and that all have a unique perspective of love and life. What I understood Yeshua to be saying is, respect and love yourself enough to respect and love another equally. Inner reflection becomes an outward projection. Know thy self to know thy neighbors. This is the message I received from my version of Yeshua.
I am not certain that Yeshua had walked on water. What I can say was Yeshua was aware of his emotions at all times. Water symbolizes emotions. To be in awareness of yourself is to know what emotion you are experiencing and what trigger had alerted it to the surface. It is possible this is what is being referred to when the Bible states that “Jesus had walked on water”? This is something to consider, would you agree?
“Clair, you are scared to move forward as a spiritual teacher. Can you identify this truth?”.
Yep, I sure can identify fear. I know what I speak on invites many hardened identities and their truth which would be contradictory and would then naturally result in backlash. I can see this. Especially since I have no seminary experience nor any other form of guide to reference my knowledge. I have you Clairity and that is a bit weird for people at best.
“End this entry for now. You have errors in your written skill. Leave it for now. Write again when prompted. Close out for now”.
With that, this is the end of this entry. Until I have time to write more on this subject.
Much love to you, always ❤️
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