Living with chronic pain takes incredible inner strength, resilience, and courage. I say courage because, even knowing a new day would result in pain, a person still gets up in some way shape or form and impacts this world the best bloody way they know how. They intuitively knew they agreed to experience pain in this regard when coming into this lifetime. They may not remember this. Nonetheless, their higher mind most certainly does.
If the health condition was transferred from a previous lifetime, they knew coming into this that they would have to unravel the restricted energy that they unintentionally created for themselves. This of course is if they wish to evolve further. That is one courageous soul in my books. The 3D plain is challenging enough without having to endure chronic pain coming from a previous life. That takes undeniable courage and inner strength to endure.
Fear of anticipated pain is a real bugger to tame sometimes. I know this because I too have experienced chronic pain throughout my body for many years. I would say for about forty years or so. I consider myself a courageous soul rather than a damned one. With that said, it pains me to know that I had dealt with so much physical, mental, and emotional trauma through the course of my life. At the same time, I love that I am intimately familiar with it enough to help others rebuild themselves, whilst relaxing into an understanding of the root cause for their physical conditions.
I came to know myself during the chronic pain journey, which now allows me to give a fresh perspective for others on a similar journey. I also came to love my mind whilst journeying through it. That’s a win win in my books. I strongly agree with the statement “life happens For you, not To you”. Magic does come with a price after all. The magic of experiencing 3D earth has a price with a bill titled “Learning”.
Everything starts in the mind. We are consciousness with or without the physical 3D reality to bind us to physical matter. A person may have been born with a predisposition for a certain ailment. A person may be born with a condition right out the starting gate. A person can develop a new physical condition at some point in their lifetime. Hereditary physical conditions have to start from somewhere. With that, in all these instances, the physical manifestation started in the awareness of the one experiencing the health condition.
We naturally alchemize energy with the ingredients of our minds. With that, once a condition is planted, it grows for as long as you nourish it. Innocent or not, it is still happening. Time catches up eventually.
The time in which physical conditions develop, hints towards cellular memory being transferred into this lifetime, a family belief that had been passed down by way of genetics, or, a serious mission to focus on incredible hate and sadness creating fear, which then results in fear barriers, such as physical conditions. Physical conditions can stop you from partaking in whatever. Fear feeds off of physical pain.
Usually, the “whatever” is a deep passion at an intuitive or conscious level, which is based around your current life’s mission. In other words, it is a physical representation of a self sabotaging mindset that requires inspired action to conquer. A developed condition over lifetimes through continued 3D reincarnation is quite the task to take on. Unravelling your mind at the surface is only an illusionary pop up book. Going deep inside the rabbit hole inside your mind is more of a Pride and Prejudice kind of a read, indeed. That book is bloody heavy to take on. You can do it and so can I. We may or may not like it, and even though it takes serious effort to read all in one day, the grand finale is brilliant. Daunting, and brilliant.
While you are unravelling previous mind conditioning, you are also made aware of the importance of discerning new information being delivered to you as you move forward. Every human soul on this planet is tasked with this goal, which is oftentimes hidden within their struggles. A hero’s journey sort of deal. I suspect it is for this reason that Darryl Anka and Bashar reinforce the considerable admiration coming from souls who have not incarnated on earth. Divine beings are our cheerleaders because they can grasp the incredible courage it takes to come here. It is also for this reason many on this planet are unaware of how truly powerful, well respected, and divine they are.
With all that said, your ancestors, other divine guardians, and other beings watch and influence you through symbols, and offer hints inside your mind to help you through telepathic influence. Solving and then freeing the stuck unhealthy energy also requires your tenacious efforts. You’re kind of on your own when it comes to your efforts. They are governed by the law of free will for cause and effect. You must meet your unseen and seen guidance half way. To do that, you gotta be willing to ask yourself some deep and honest questions. Then be willing to accept the answers with unconditional love for yourself and others.
This may be difficult to read when I say, if you are unable to ease your mind into knowing the reason for your chronic condition, then it is highly likely your next incarnation would exhibit a predisposition for the same challenge in some way shape or form once again. Hereditary conditions are often developed this way. Since it is hereditary, an acceptance has already been formed through telepathic energy transfer from parent to offspring. This can occur in the womb prior to physical birth. Energy transfer equals mindset transfer. Resulting in an accepting mind to carry health conditions in a lifetime.
There are many health conditions which are closely linked to an oppressed mind in some way. There are many others which are hidden deep within the subconscious mind and are therefore far more difficult to readily explain. With that said, a few physical conditions have become apparent in my mind. Including my own current physical challenges.
My muscles have been a source of my pain since 1986. I grew incredibly fast therefore experienced excruciating growing pains. Then as time went on, I developed muscle spasms and severe cramping. My mind was reinforcing something. I had to get to the root of the matter. In this instance, I came to realize, I had trained my body to run. My body remained stuck inside a fight and flight response since before my birth. My body received my impulse to run because my reality kept showing me danger. Subconsciously, my world was in danger so my body acclimated to my reality. My body habitually runs even when I am sitting still. The first time I truly knew I was in danger I was approximately three years old. My body has been agreeing with this assumption ever since. Press the trigger button and a body spam gets called into action.
Since developing this awareness, I reinforce that I am safe. I can trust my own discernment when it comes to engaging with others. I can trust my ability to read energy over the spoken word. I have the awareness to keep myself relatively safe. I can also feel another person’s intentions enough to know if I would be physically safe around them. My body begins to react before my mind does. Knowing this today, and with this mindful reinforcement, I have noticed my legs spasm and cramp are far less often than they used to. Something is happening!
With all that said, my proactive efforts are not finished. Now I must choose to focus on reinforcing my mind with personal safety. I must also choose to change my focus off of the pain when I do experience it from time to time. I also recognize that this condition was passed down in my family’s bloodline. Therefore, I carried a cellular memory from conception, if not a previous life as well. Identifying this offers me grace to recognize, it took time to create this subconscious affliction and takes time to release. It is rare for significant growth to occur overnight. I give myself this graceful acceptance of my truth.
From there, I task myself with a quick reminder of what I am focused on in order to attract the resources to help me get my body back into full alignment. My passion creates income. My income creates currency for resources. Resources can be a personal trainer, nutritionist, gym equipment, health professionals and dietary plan. All this is for me because I am damned well determined to make it so. With that, I alchemize the painful energy into a determined positive result.
Your choice to focus creates your results. If you have a predisposition for a chronic health condition, then there is likely far more to it from an energetic perspective. If you do live with chronic pain, choose to focus on the reward rather than on the challenge itself. The ultimate reward is a mind that knows, “holy shit, I conquered that!”.
You may have been receiving continuous messages telling you you were broken in some way. These messages most certainly do help to manifest physical conditions as well.
As an example; “your mouth is going to get you into trouble”. This message fed my fear of coming across wrong. I feared being misunderstood because in my mind, I was cruelly misunderstood. With that, over time, I developed rotten teeth. I also carried a predisposition for soft teeth. Therefore, this hints at the idea that effective communication skills are a challenge many of my family members of the past struggled with. Rotten teeth and missing teeth are a beautiful way to remind you not to smile or express yourself through the spoken word. Rotten teeth become your best supporter to help you remain silent. My family members were challenged with healthy forms of communication.
I took on the challenge to end the struggle for myself. I do this by reinforcing the fact that I have no control over the way someone is going to react and internalize what I have to say. That’s their business not mine, so I might as well speak. Regardless of other people’s ability to digest what I have to say.
Next, and again, I go back to what I am focused on, which is empowering myself so that I can help empower others. I am heart set on helping to create peace in this world. What I am creating, makes money. Money helps with new teeth. End of story.
Another pattern I have noticed is afflictions of the ear. My mother lives with Meniere’s disease and has been doing so for over half of her life. My mother has lost about eighty percent of her hearing as of late. She may be completely deaf by now? I really do not know. With that said, I noticed a pattern which may have created my mother’s physical condition.
My mother often said things like, “I might as well be talking to myself”. “Talking to you is like talking to a brick wall”. “He never bloody listens to me”.
My mother had heard me say to her, “mum you don’t hear a bloody thing!”.
Can you see the pattern? My mum’s brain began to wire her inner pathways, and body chemistry to give birth to what she had chosen to experience. A world where she could not hear because she deserved to be in a world where no one could hear her.
“I don’t listen. I am not important to be listened to. What I have to say is inconsequential”.
These are messages she likely reinforced to herself during her times of rumination. This is so sad, and yet, so incredibly interesting for me at the same time. I strongly believe there is a correlation in the way she felt about her importance and the results of her hearing loss.
There are other patterned ailments. Knees often manifest by a mind conditioned to believe they have no one for support. Back pain is often associated with taking on too much responsibility. Being the fixer, the matriarch, the glue that keeps a circle of people together. Mouth, throat, and ear conditions are often rooted in fear of verbal expression. Legs are associated with physical safety or fear of taking a leap of faith. Menstrual heaviness and other sacral chakra afflictions are often coming from an adverse reaction to sexual trauma, or, knowing at some level that their intimate partner(s) are unfaithful.
Another form of fear in communication which can manifest into physical form can be arthritis, wonky fingers such as mine, and accidents involving hands. Hands are used to communicate. You write with your hands and you are physically expressive with them. I know this fear all too well. I feared personal expression. So much so, I created spasms in my forearms to create cramps in my fingers. Today, I find it incredibly uncomfortable to hold a pen to write. That’s how deep this fear went.
Knowing this, I was guided to write a digital journal. The WTF series I wrote here on Jetpack is my journal. I wasn’t able to write it privately in a conventional way so, blogging it is. I love blogging today. In a somewhat morbid way, I am grateful for avoiding pen use, and for recognizing my ability to find a solution to my afflictions. I may still be uncovering truths pertaining to them. With that said, I nope out of any “you can’t do it” line of thinking. There is a solution to everything.
Long story short, your conditioned mind over a duration of time does in fact create physical health conditions. If you are someone who does live with chronic pain, lean on your determination to overcome. Choose to focus on what you can do rather than what you can’t. Do your best to observe patterns. If not patterns within yourself, choose to observe verbal communication and non verbal communication within family members. See if you can correlate their mindset with their health concerns. You may surprise yourself with what you come to recognize. When you can identify them, you can ease your mind into knowing that whatever you are dealing with comes by you honestly. Move forward with compassion and patience for yourself. Remind yourself what you Are doing. Love yourself when you uncover the root of your pain. Then choose to love yourself with all your decisions going forward.
Also, if you are unable to overcome or cure your health condition, then I honestly and lovingly solute you. Chances are, you are an old soul who took on the challenge in order to inspire change in others. You have my utmost respect either way you choose to accept and alchemize your pain.
Remember, you hold the power for great inspired change. Trust your ability to do it, regardless of circumstances.
LivWithClairity 
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