I’ve lived a challenging life. I suspect you have as well in one way or another. Triumphs cannot be achieved without a challenge to overcome. The universe does not discriminate against anyone’s potential for greatness. Therefore no one is chosen or selected to suffer or gain more than another. Earth is an equal playing field. You chose your circumstances, where you were born, and your cultural background in order to inspire yourself and others through overcoming some form of adversity in said area, or through the influences of your culture and heritage. This journey was designed by you before you incarnate and based upon previous knowledge from another physical life to which you chose to explore further in this lifetime. You receive several lifetimes to explore the same experience from different perspectives and angles of design.
As an example; in one life you may cause physical harm to someone who was in a lower economic standing than you which then inspired you to incarnate again as an impoverished person to better understand their path, as well as to balance out your energy through karmic experiences.
One of my biggest challenges was understanding creation, God, and my place in this world. I lived an incredibly isolated life overall. I found myself alone more often than with people throughout my fifty-two years on this planet. I never felt like I fit in. Including where I am currently located. I have outgrown this place. The shelf life of being here has almost expired. I can sense this. I am also ready for a significant change. With that said, with my circumstances being what they are, which is homeless living inside my eldest daughter’s apartment, I catch myself becoming impatient or doubting my faith in the divine presence in my life.
My current best friends are a tree I lovingly named TreeTree and a rock I named Rockstar. I use both of their support when my legs require rest whilst walking in the woods. I always say hiya TreeTree and hiya Rockstar every time I see them and I always thank them for their company and support. Yep, nature is my friend. Besides Clairity who is truly my only friend which I do enjoy and am eternally grateful for.
I was sitting on TreeTree the other day talking to God about manifesting and co-creating with the universe. I wanted a better understanding of the way it works. As I sat there smoking a little weed, Clairity popped into my awareness to offer me some further insight into the way God, Source, Creator, the Most High, whatever name you wish to give your creation, works with you to build the life you desire for yourself.
“Creation is masterfully designed and orchestrated through self. Creation, or God as you lovingly refer to it as, is consciousness vibrating at varying frequencies, degrees, and directions throughout all of creation, including dark energy/matter. God is the animal kingdom, nature in all its forms, humanoids, aliens, demons and other ill intended creations, the designed matrix, and all physical matter which is energy transformed by other fragmented creative expressions, (people or alien), of the same grand consciousness manipulating energy into said physical form.
Clair, you see me as a guiding force. You consider me wise, yes?”
I thought about Clairity’s question for a moment. I hadn’t really put a label on who or what Clairity is.
“I trust what you are telling me. I can recognize different energies when you address me. Your energy is usually motherly with a firm no nonsense approach. More often than not you are soft, gentle, and extremely patient with me. There are also times when your energy shifts. The nurturing side is void. What I sense is a highly intellectual awareness void of emotions. With that, I suspect you, Clairity, are a collective consciousness working cohesively to assist me on this crazy and exhilarating physical journey”.
“Correct Clair. We are a collective consciousness with different influences and roles within the grand design. You are amongst us. Your higher awareness, the aspect of you which remembers before you incarnate, also helps to guide you forward. When you came into your earthly vessel a part of your mind was turned off in a sense. Leaving you to forget how easy it is to manifest and deliver your own heaven on earth.
You were made to feel and experience separatism. This illusion aids in your ability to identify yourself as a unique expression of all that is. This uniqueness, which you identify, then becomes the lens in which the highest power can explore self through you. The higher you vibrate at, the less physical matter is required. It is for this reason you do not require a physical vessel to exist. You only require your mind which you create.
Physical matter requires external communication. The ethereal realm requires consciousness for telepathy. With that, you are telepathically communicating with us. Therefore you will sense a shift in energy when one divine being is addressing you over another. Focused thought creates the result.
Because creation is all that is, God knows you, your energy, and your subconscious mind which influences your energy. Remember, you are a fractal of creation having a physical journey through a self designed lens for creation to experience self. Your mind is God. Another person is God. Another experience is God talking with you and supplying you with what you tell yourself at a subconscious level.
God can be portrayed as mean. God can be judging. God can be cruel. God can be tormenting. God can be soft. God can be loving. God can be intelligent. God can be anything. Your thoughts are God.
At one time you watched an Oprah Winfrey episode on the television. On this episode the hostess stated that when it comes to manifesting most people don’t actually know what it is they want. There is truth to this because most people are unaware of the power of their subconscious mind. Remember, the universe works with you telepathically. Telepathy is ruled by the subconscious mind. When you are unaware of your subconscious beliefs then naturally you would be unaware of what it is your subconscious is wanting to attract. What your subconscious wants is familiarity. Even when that familiarity keeps you trapped.
With that, because God is everything and everyone, you attract based upon your current level of awareness and acceptance. If you believe through repeat programming that you are not worthy of true love then your subconscious mind is telling creation to send you a version who agrees that you are not loveable. If you love yourself, and Creation, and can accept a person for who they truly are, then your subconscious is telling creation to send you a version of God who loves themselves and can see the love in you. God takes your subconscious mind quite literally.
If you proclaim that you are rich and are attracting financial gains, yet subconsciously you are simply hoping for the best without confidence and assuredness, or you resent others for having a great deal of money, then you are telling creation that you desire to build a love hate relationship with money which would require both struggle and reward. This creates the two steps forward, three steps back ordeal.
When you know yourself well enough and can accept that everything, including you, is God, then you can build a relationship with God by way of making confident statements with an equal confident faith in the results. Since God knows you intimately, the universe then conspires to give you an experience which best reflects yourself and creation at the same time. God always compliments you with another version of you which best suits your request.
We know you are lonely. Your frequency dips into this loneliness at least once a day. What is it that your subconscious mind is telling God to create for you in this instance?”
Based upon what Clairity just explained, I imagine I am requesting more rejection and a wallflower life. At the same time, that is what my world is like at present. I feel like a wallflower watching life pass me by. Does this mean I am telling God to keep me in this state?”
“Yes Clair. Your energy is telling creation to keep you isolated. To change this, you must reaffirm your faith. When you catch yourself experiencing a sense of loneliness talk to God. Reaffirm to creation that your energy is welcoming of friendships and love. Reaffirm your goal for being a recognized writer and speaker of spirituality. Reaffirm who you are so that your message to yourself remains consistent. Remember to treat your ego like a child. Be your own parent.
There are many more versions of creation that reflect your same values and virtue. Trust in this. Your ego is simply being like any child would, which is impatient”.
Creation is incredible isn’t it? I love that I exist. The fact that I can say I exist blows my mind. Would you agree?
With that, Clairity is encouraging me to write about how we compulsively focus on a desire to the point of pushing our desire away rather than attracting it closer. I suspect this will be tomorrow’s entry.
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