The end draws near for my Jetpack membership to expire. I have no plans to renew it. I thought the last entry was to be my last entry. I guess I was wrong. Well obviously I was wrong, or you wouldn’t be reading this right now. Lol.
I had decided to write today’s memory down so that I can acknowledge it and accept it for what I know it to be. A gift of encouragement from the divine. I may not know exactly what is happening for me next. I do know I am guided towards whatever that may be. Having this awareness makes doubts dissipate in my mind.
I currently choose to remain in silence, whilst I also choose blind faith over certainty. If you knew me personally, you would often hear me mutter under my breath or say out loud, “I choose to trust. I choose faith. I choose to trust”. Especially when I have but a slight clue on what lays before me. I feel my way around when I am blind and I listen to the rhythm of the universe’s beat.
I use those words, “I choose to trust”, when I am blocked from seeing clearly. I remind myself that it is okay to not have all the answers. It doesn’t mean I am not loved nor does it mean I am misguided. My awareness just has some catching up to do in natural time. I am never alone. I always receive the truth. I know this.
I had a fond flashback today, which made me smile, and helped me to take another soothing breath. With that in mind, I thought I would share this flashback with you as it may help you to expand your energetic literacy within your universe, as well as help to build your confidence in your own intuition within your own expansive, and highly creative mind.
When you let your mind give birth to your own magic, your world becomes a magical place to be. Regardless of your circumstances. To be intuitive means to trust in your own perception. To trust your own thoughts, you must read and listen to what your world is telling you. To read energy is to observe patterns. When you see a pattern which connects to a point of reference for it to make sense to you, trust it, period. This is what I do to receive messages from my divine team. I connect my thoughts with outside stimuli. The day I am about to explain helps to highlight what I mean.
I went to the local shopping mall a few days back with my daughter Liv, and her two little ones. The floors in the mall are a challenge for me to walk on for any significant amount of time. With that, I often opt for a soft spot to sit whilst I wait for my girls to return from a store. When I sit, I observe. My phone is either left at home or tucked inside my pocket. I do not go on a screen when I have an opportunity to observe my world around me.
As the girls and I were headed towards the local Walmart, I was talking with my God inside my head. I thought about how important it is for me to get my forties back. I forgive Rosie and myself when I say, I feel like ten years of my life’s energy was sucked out of me. I look older than I feel inside. My mouth, jaw, and head are tremendously sore these days. I have a fair bit of tension and discomfort in my neck, jaw and head.
I affirm that I have my teeth shining bright once again. I no longer carry a toothache. My mind is simply catching up to this fact. I also have minimal muscle strength and my boobies are a wee bit deflated from a lack of support and loving attention. Said with a wink and a smile. With that in mind, I am determined to get my forties back, let me tell ya. I have a strong team to help me get my body in tip top physical shape, and a medical team to help sort out areas of concern. I tell myself this everyday. I have my forties back. My God has my back.
Anyway I digress. As the girls and I walked, I looked up and saw a sign. The advertisement had words which read, “your new life is starting”.
I smiled when I saw that. Then I heard Clairity whisper, “look up”, so I did. I saw another sign on a window. It read, “upward support”. I had only just been thinking of how nice it would be to have my forty years old boobies back. Hell ya, thank you! When I read those words, I laughed out loud and thought, “thanks for your support!”.
Liv and I continued forward towards Walmart when we came across a comfy spot for me to sit. I sat there quietly whilst the girls went ahead to the store. I observed my world whilst I sat there. I overheard one young person say out loud in frustration, “fuck! Nothing goes right”. My thought to their half light-hearted laugh, half irritable outburst was, “oh dear, be careful what you wish for. Your brain inputs that as true, then uses that data to take you on a journey to prove you are correct. Bad days ahead for this one”.
Next, I observed a sign which read, “get ready for a special event”. I thought, hmm, that’s curious.
Then I heard Clairity whisper, “look right”. That’s when I saw a sign that read, “it is time to celebrate”. That made me smile and think, “sounds good to me”.
Finally, and the most impactful message I had received that day was on someone’s T-shirt. Their shirt read, “No Fear. Uncle Joe Is Near”. As soon as I saw that person’s shirt walk past me, my eyes welled up with tears. I thought of my grandpa Joe. I switched out the word uncle with the word grandpa instead. I knew right away that it was my family giving me signs to keep going and to not give up.
“Thank you Grandpa Joe. You hear me. I love you too. I know you are all with me. I do have courage. I am loved. I choose to trust. I have my forties back!”
A wee bit later, Liv, the girls, and I, went to Costco for our dinner. Whilst I sat at the table waiting for Liv, I looked to my right. I saw a box of cookies sitting on the top of a bin. The box read “Christie”. I know the name isn’t spelt the same way as my Christy. With that said, that name was enough for me to have confidence that I am to meet my Christy soon. I have a warm sensation come over me whenever I hear or read the name Christy. I know I am guided towards meeting him in person. My universe tells me this often. Daily in fact. I would say the name Chris is the most prevalent pattern in my life. I swear my forever person’s real name is Chris. I can’t say for one hundred percent certainty. With that said, close enough. I may not be with my Christy physically at this present moment in our lives. I most certainly am connected to him spiritually though. Our worlds shall collide soon enough. I know this without knowing.
To end this blog entry, I would like to bring my mind back to you, my awesome reader. As you know, life is life’ng on a daily basis. Nothing is as it seems. Nothing stays the same. You have ups. You have downs. You have sideways. All kinds of emotions are happening on a fairly regular basis. Emotions can lift you up high, spiral you down low, or worse, numb you into stagnation and apathy. Your life can also pass you by quickly when you forget to take the time to truly observe your world and its several magical moments for you to discover and expand on.
Honor the present moment by observing your world from a different point of view. Rather than see a billboard as just a sales pitch, consider a deeper message, if there is one. If there is one, you will see it. When you see it, the billboard changes for you. The billboard is no longer a sales gimmick. It has become a work of art which has been purposefully used by your divine team and your universe to deliver you a meaningful message. Cheers to marketing! Your creator can only work with other forms of creation. A billboard is another form of creation.
Nothing stays the same, unless you choose to remain inside a boxed prison inside your mind. A person changes the moment you see them differently. An ugly person becomes beautiful. A beautiful looking person can become ugly. How long it takes for that to happen would depend on your observations. There are an infinite amount of ways to view something. It is up to you to create your own magic, or to dim your light so that you see the same things. You have free will to create with your mind. Your free will to think shapes your reality. Literacy comes with practiced effort. Moderation is key as not everything you see, hear, or sense, is a message for you. You level up your intuition and your discernment when you select your messages wisely. Notice a pattern before you place meaning to a message.
When you are having a heavy day, choose to quiet your mind. Choose to be neutral, whilst you observe and take in the world around you. See if you can identify a message which is in direct relation to your thoughts, prayers, or your affirmations. When you see an animal repeatedly as an example, ask yourself some questions. Questions such as, what could that animal mean to me? Are they an aggressive creature or a passive creature? This type of question may help you understand your message more clearly. Do you associate this message with a person? If so, who?
A rabbit for me represents movement either mentally or physically. A rabbit for you may be a sign of fertility or good luck. Rather than ask someone else what something may mean, ask yourself first. You must trust your own level of understanding first and foremost. Wise discernment and confidence in yourself is born from this mindset. You lived a life designed to teach you how to trust and honor yourself.
The present is a gift because your day can be magical. The more you silence your mind after a curious thought, the more you gain the awareness to see the answer right in front of you. When you make the connection between your inner thoughts and your external message, you feel less alone in your life. When you feel less alone, your energy naturally begins to rise. The more you agree to come out of your mental funk by listening to your universe, the more you create magic in your life. The more magical, the greater a life worth living. You can come out of depressed thoughts by choosing to quiet your mind enough to see what creation is telling you. Your head down keeps your energy low. Your head firm with eyes open and ears sharp, allows inspiration and a muse to appear before you. Voila, magic is made by you.
Your universe talks with you all the time. You are guided through telepathy and through the manipulation of energy. All you have to do is be open and receptive to recognize when a message is for you. When you know, you know. Trust in that.
Finally, if ever uncertain about a patterned message that you have identified, check with Google. Type something like, “what is the spiritual meaning of…?”. Use Google search as a reference tool, not as anything definitive. If it makes sense to you and it applies in your life, brilliant. If not, ask yourself questions to see if you can see your message from a different perspective. Once you are confident and comfortable with what you know about your message, give thanks to your guiding force. This is highly important for your growth and commitment to a wealthy and enriched life.
Acknowledgement helps to build a solid relationship with your unseen divine team. You are being shown the way. Trust and ye shall find your answer hidden in plain sight.
With love, always ❤️
Clair Marie
