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I find it fascinating, interesting, sometimes irritating, and sometimes down right infuriating, when I observe people drawing hateful conclusions without having all the facts about another person. The ignorance flag is flying higher than a bloody satellite dish in space when I see this type of behavior. I’m not excluding myself when I am describing this behavior. I used to have secret thoughts stereotyping men in a not so kind light. I have also projected unkind thoughts towards people of authority. I have oftentimes projected extreme disdain towards anyone who displayed racism, bigotry, fascism, sexism, stereotyping ignorance, cheating, and blatant thievery mindedness. The “everyone for themselves” mindset is a difficult mindset for me to accept. I work extra hard at calming my ego down when I witness this. I do my very best to refrain from giving my two cents. Reason being, their mind has already been made up. I would only be fueling their fire.

You must pick and choose your battles wisely. You must also remember, magic comes with a price tag. Whatever you choose to focus on, your brain collects the data for your further development, which then creates and collects your Akashic record data stored within your oversoul. This data when reinforced enough through repeated messages , becomes your hardwired personality and overall character structure. Once this occurs, your universe serves to please. Your reality helps you reinforce war internally so that you can project the information externally.

Big picture thinking is your better approach when involving yourself in passion projects. Remember the gift of hindsight and its power, both in this physical reality, and in the ethereal, or astral realms as it were. Your world is your algorithm. You design your algorithm by natural selection.

If I were being perfectly honest, I didn’t come to this acceptance until recently. When I say recently, I mean since leaving Rosie in 2024. Before then, I was quick to judge a person’s actions, rather than be quick to learn the truth which likely caused the action in the first place. That truth is a history of internal torment.

I was a hurt person hurting people with my projected thoughts. Now I am a wiser woman who sends love, whilst focusing on a creative solution to help people look within to discover their own world peace.

Whichever way you choose to view people will dictate the level of peace you establish in your own personal life. There is a significant difference in your quality of peace, solely based upon your decision to view a difficult situation. That difference dictates your own peace of mind both in physical form and in your spiritual form. (You have two bodies. A physical body and an astral body. It is wise you take special care of both).

If you choose hate, the hateful energy you create does not hide. It silently creeps and moves throughout your life and into all areas of your life. Once this occurs, all four legs of your chair of life becomes weakened under the pressure of hateful pain. No bueno. Each fracture in your thinking requires your loving wabi sabi approach to help it shine beautifully bright once again. Each fracture helps you to fall further into despair if you chose to ignore them.

I had to come to learn my hurt and tormented mindset. I had to learn how to step back, acknowledge my emotions, identify my thoughts as it relates to what I am seeing, then make an educated decision to either feed more energy into it, or, to simply acknowledge the learning for my own ego conditioning. Then comes the most difficult part, which is to remain silent on things I know I cannot proactively change, nor fully understand in that moment.

More than one truth can exist at the same time. In fact, you can count one truth and one lie with every single head who is involved, and or, witness to the same thing as you. Your truth is not exactly the same as someone else’s. That’s kind of difficult to digest sometimes, isn’t it?

I choose to learn. With that said, ew weee, there are moments down here on earth where I swear, Mother Mary herself would let out a slight, “bloody hell boys and girls. Play nice would ya!”

My mind has always been curious about the occult. Not necessarily to practice. More so to discover possibilities in existence and my personal role in it. I have had several divine experiences in my day. My path has been strongly guided within a more spiritually inclined framework. New age isn’t necessarily for me,  especially new age ego driven minds. A spiritual mind on the other hand, is most certainly for me. With that, my curious self asked questions about reincarnation.

My mind received visions and words. My mind took me to some aspects of my own past lives, as well as this one. My mind then explained what occurs at the moment of conception to the full creation of a birthing portal. Clairity helped me out with putting the puzzle pieces together. I can only explain this through my limited and current level of understanding and therefore, limited perception. Keep this in mind as I hand you this seed to either grow for yourself or to discard altogether.

Everything in existence was created all at once the moment consciousness came to be. How? When? And with what? are questions outside of my level of understanding. Scientists, and other fractal souls who have advanced knowledge in this area are likely far more equipped to explore and answer those questions. With that in mind, what I can tell you is, if there is such a thing as an old soul, then we are all old souls. We were all created at the exact same time.

There may be souls who are new to the earthly experience. With that said, they are no younger than you or me. They are simply less experienced with managing their ego and spirit alignment, whilst also having this human experience. The more experienced the soul, the greater impact they often have here on earth, in either direction of good versus evil. Power lies in the intent. Results are fostered by the knowledge which foster the intent. The outcome in either direction benefits creation because both darkness and light must coexist for us to be able to exist, and learn from one another.

With that, reincarnation comes with its own risk. This risk is sometimes the reason a soul chooses not to come to earth, or if they did come, they may have chosen not to stay long. The risk I am referring to is the risk of losing your own mind. No soul from the light chooses to fade away into darkness. Ego evolution through enough repeated incarnations is what takes a soul further into their own personal hell. Emotions are the channel. The physical body of a being is the mode of transportation for a soul to navigate towards heaven or towards hell. God is all. Creation is all. Heaven and hell are God. God always says yes. You choose your journey. Your mind takes you there.

With each incarnation, you have a desired path and chosen framework to achieve some particular learning you have set out to achieve in this current incarnation. Quite often a souls learning is based on a foundational support of unconditional love and self acceptance. The built-in foundation for a person’s soul path requires consistent maintenance whilst exploring the physical plain. This is where the cost of living a magical physical life comes into play.

Every blame, shame, hatred, and painful projection, creates cracks in your foundation. When your thoughts and actions are not purposefully filled with unconditional love for yourself and others, your soul path and framework get disturbed. Causing a fractured sense of self. Once the crack in your foundation is formed, you must address it immediately. You address it through mindful reflection. Otherwise the crack grows and expands outward to affect all areas of your life.

As you approach the end of your earthly journey, you tend to revert backwards to the little person you have been carrying all this time. Your mind begins to soften the truth about your life. This can be a beautiful thing. This can also be tormenting for some. It all depends on your ability to utilize your gift of hindsight and your birthright to sustain unconditional love for creation as a whole, including yourself.

Once you have departed from your physical vessel, and have completely adjusted to your familiar reality in spirit form, you review your life. You must revisit your earthly impulses, decisions, actions, and the chain of events which had occurred, not only in your life, but also in the lives of others you impacted. You come to learn of your legacy, basically.

The information you review is right down to the minutest of details. Upon complete and full acceptance of your life, you rest before making a decision to reincarnate in order to advance your soul, or, to remain in the astral realm to continue to learn from an observer’s perspective. Most souls who have incarnated on earth at least once, tend to opt for reincarnation time and time again. Reason being, learning is slower when full hands-on integration is unavailable. Not to mention, there are many beautiful benefits for having a physical experience. Intimacy with your divine soul partner is most certainly one of them.

With that, each time a soul incarnates, they enter into a timeline which best reflects the frequency they had previously departed from. A soul cannot advance to master level without first being the elementary student. It is for this reason, many souls, if not all souls, are born into some form of challenges. A challenge is presented to create hindsight. When.the gift of hindsight is approached with constructive thoughts and unconditional love, a soul advances to the next level, if you will.

Not that there are levels per say. It’s the speed of sound which creates sound waves, frequencies, and vibrations, which help to establish a creative consciousness. The higher your sound resonance, the greater sense of peace and unity you experience. The slower and deeper the sound resonates, the heavier you tend to feel.

Your life requires balance. Your scales must be adjusted to attune to this balanced state. If you left with a tormented mind at the end of your previous life, you are likely more susceptible to hold a tormented mind in this incarnation. Reason being, you have yet to master the previous level. You came back to finish the grade, basically. Every soul chooses to do this. This is the price of magic. Self awareness reduces the cost.

Before you incarnate, you review your Akashic records to determine what area of your physical awareness requires fine tuning. You select a framework designed to offer you experiences which have a layer of meaning to it. The meaning is determined by your ability to assess the lesson within the experience you chose to have. Your spirit team reviews your choices with you, as at least one of them will act as a supportive unseen guide with your efforts. They may encourage you to consider a lighter experience and to take your evolution a wee bit more slowly. This is encouraged, not enforced. You get to decide. Some people bite off more than they can chew. It is for this reason, exit points, usually three, are established in the event you desire a release from the earthly pressure. Again, this choice is also yours to take or to ignore. The hands of your guides would be there to catch you either way. You just have to be able to see them. To see them is to release your tormented mind.

Once you have mapped out the life before you, your portal is beginning to take shape. Your chosen portal, which are your parents, begins the process of creating your physical vessel. As your body goes through a metamorphosis, you begin the process of a psychic link. This psychic link is your thought projections telepathically linking you to your physical body and new physical world. As your body develops in the womb, your consciousness pops in and out to explore physical matter. This occurs when a baby moves inside their mummy’s belly. When a baby is sleeping inside a womb, they are only partially aware. Their soul is still fine tuning their life in spirit form. Once their body is ready, their consciousness would be fully integrated and therefore ready to immerse itself in a physical existence.

The psychic link between yourself and your body is a thin silvery looking umbilical cord which remains with you until you sever it upon your physical death. Think of a spider web. Same thing, only it’s ethereal.

Once you have departed from the physical plain of existence, the steps to integrate you back into your full spirit awareness begins once again. This cycle continues to repeat itself until you are satisfied with your existence and earthly experiences. Souls who do not incarnate are either souls with a trapped sense of self, or who are at peace with where they are. Free will is for all.

Your life is created by your design. Your framework was identified before you were born. Your spirit team works with you inside of your chosen framework. You have your free will within this scope. You chose to come. You chose to go. You chose to learn. You chose to close your mind. You choose your heaven. You choose your hell. You chose how, when, and where to incarnate. You do this to advance your soul. The creative design in which this occurs is the illusion. What fun is there in knowing what you and everyone else is doing at the same time? You might as well have stayed in spirit instead of reincarnating here to master your own creations.

Remember, with every incarnation, your parents are the portal, you are your life.