It is currently June, 2026. Currently, I am fifty-two years old. I’ve been working towards a successful career since I started work full time back in the year 1992. I’ve changed jobs several times since my entry into adult living working for Yellow Pages. Since then, I have worked as a recruiter, sales representative, consultative sales trainer, market analyst, telephone banking representative, retail sales representative, small spiritual business owner, author, motivational speaker, spiritual advisor and educator, and an advocate for equality through volunteer work, as well as paid work as an Executive Assistant for a nonprofit organization. I also acquired a master’s degree in metaphysics. Working two jobs and going to school is not uncommon for me. I’ve been a busy girl since I turned eighteen.
Today, I focus on my growing connection to all that is, as well as who I am within all that is. This focused thought helped to discover what I am truly passionate about, which is, uncovering the reason people do what they do from a spiritual standpoint, including myself. I have had a thirst to understand this aspect of myself since being wee little. Approximately nine years old in fact. I was born with a curious mind and a thirst for knowledge inside the arena of my passion. From there, I share it with you with the intent to plant a seed for you to reject or grow. This is my contribution in this world. Not to change anyone’s mind. Rather, to give you an opportunity to change your own perception within your free will choice to do so. No pressure; only acceptance of what is true for you.
With all that, thirty-four years of working to discover what works for me seems like a long time from the earthly perspective. It most certainly does. Experiencing the law of gestation and the natural progression of divine timing can be a real bugger for a programmed ego designed to produce tangible results quickly.
It’s challenging to be a turtle in a race amongst rabbits who prefer to stay on top of their hustle vigorously. Western civilization from my perspective is oftentimes accepting of a rush for this, rush for that, convenience is best, approach to their daily lives. Quick means productive and efficient. This may be true.
Another truth is, quick can also cause a person to overlook the pin that is required to hold their framework in place. Slow offers an opportunity to notice the fine details and execute them with confidence through familiarity. With that in mind, and only speaking from my experience, a person might get the job done faster and receive all the riches; a slower more calculated approach provides a sustainable foundation, because those little nuts and bolts that were discovered along the way have been put into place with precision and refinement.
Rabbits may get the sparkly prize faster. Turtles make friends to share them with along the way. It is for this reason, I believe, people who rush to riches become depressed. They moved so quickly, they forget to establish a loving community around them who they can be themselves with openly and authentically. Discernment with the crowd of people following them was dismissed for quick efficiency. A bigger house with no one to be themselves with is a sad place to be indeed, so, who really wins? The rabbit or the turtle? I bet my faith on the turtle.
I naturally take my time. I have never been one to be pressured to move faster. I prefer to allot more time over being rushed to perform in any way. With a last name at birth that translates into “to take one’s time”, it makes perfect sense for me to take my time in this life from a subconscious and intuitive perspective. Clairity did say I had an ironic sense of humor. It must be true. This would be a proven point. Who can argue this? Not I, at this stage of my life.
It’s plainly obvious by now that I have been turtling all these years. I have been living up to my birth name in its entirety. I have also been following and talking to a rabbit inside my mind. My Jack to be exact. Since wee little, I have been moving like a turtle, wishing I was able to live like a rabbit.
If you have been reading along on my journey since the beginning then you know who Jack is.
I have also been consistent in my learning, to which I had not realized up until recently. Clairity popped in to give me a friendly reminder of the love poured into my journey to get me to where I am. Clairity popped in to help reassure me that I am not late for anything. I am right on time. Thank goodness because I was starting to get depressed.
“Clair, what is your ultimate goal for yourself in this lifetime?”, Clairity asked.
To make a positive difference in this world whilst creating a stable living for myself.
“In what way are you choosing to make a positive difference?”
By way of understanding myself enough to help people understand themselves from a unique perspective.
“What is the reason you choose to do this?”
To help restore peace in this world to the best of my abilities.
Peace must be established within one’s own self before it can be established in the world as a whole. Each person who unconditionally loves themselves will also unconditionally love this world. Unconditional love requires acceptance of both the light and dark aspects within each and every living being on this planet. People have to embrace their light to be able to build a respectful understanding of their dark. Make friends with both sides and you have a winning team inside of you. If you embrace the dark only, you go dark. If you embrace the light only, you disconnect from the 3D earthly reality. Embrace both to understand both. Building a relationship with both sides of you builds self respect and a natural impulse to honor your mission. Loving compassion and clear understanding through boundaries are established this way. That takes loving time, or what I refer to as, turtling. At least that’s as far as I can tell.
In addition, I am a part of this world. A peaceful world for you is also a peaceful world for me. It’s a win, win, win scenario. The people I impact, (referring to you too my lovely and welcomed reader), win because they establish their own peace. I win because I experience peace in an external reflection. The universe at large wins because one small shift can create massive change. This is the energy I am working with and choosing to alchemize.
I’ve been journeying down a path to build my alchemy skills and increase my level of discernment so that I could sustain both a successful career and a healthy close circle of family and friends. This is the power behind turtling.
“Yes, Clair. You have been desiring a stable life which you created out of your own efforts for quite some time. You have always known inside of you that you agreed to aid in the empowerment of people experiencing existence on the 3D plain.
It was for this reason you subconsciously utilized your manifested health conditions to work against you. In each position you worked in, throughout your adult life, you intuitively knew you were not doing what you were called to do in this lifetime. With that knowing, your body reacted adversely to your work environments and duties. It was for this reason you experienced great disappointment and loss in your career efforts.
When the shelf life of an experience has come to a natural end, your body will tell you this is the case through a knowing or a heavier feeling. When you ignore this intuitive knowledge, your subconscious mind begins to familiarize yourself with adverse physical effects. Burn out, stress leave, accidents, and other physical conditions which force a person’s exit from a role can be had. This is a form of universal tough love. When it is time to release from an experience, the universe conspires in your favor to help you make it happen. It may come across as wicked bad luck when in fact, it may be a blessing in disguise.
You did not fit into those work environments for too long because you were merely meant to extract knowledge to help build you up for your ultimate goal. You were in training.
Through these career choices you developed your communication skills, as well as your diplomacy when dealing with people in general. You learned to stand on principles. You learned to refrain from career entrapment by doing what was right in your eyes over a mere paycheck. This learning has been advantageous for your continued development. Be grateful for what you have learned. Rather than be downhearted for perceiving your triumphs as failures, see the incredible knowledge you have gained. You are far more successful than you may realize.
Your ambitious drive was also the reason you have been tenacious with your morals and perception of what is right and what is wrong. You have been so set on maintaining your morals and values that you wobbled off balance over to the darker side of you. You were verbally aggressive with your defense throughout your childhood and into several years of your adulthood. You closed your mind to the hidden learning within the exterior delivery of the message. You saw people as a villain rather than as your teacher. Because of this, you attracted many takers who hurt you. You had to learn to navigate this by building your awareness so that you can spot self-centered takers easily and communicate with them more effectively. You learned how to alchemize oppressed energy and turn it into empowered energy. You then learned how to create and maintain your healthy boundaries. Your obstacles were also your reward dear. Choose to see it as such.
Physical stability requires money in your world as of the present day. The perception of money and the way it is delivered and received globally shall change. This change is for another day to discuss.
A positive impact requires learned knowledge through experience. Both experience and learned knowledge require discernment. If you were rushed into the spotlight back in 2006 when Tranquil Spirit was born, you would have destabilized your energy to the extreme. Reason being, diplomacy and compassion, alongside a no nonsense approach to boundaries is a learned skill umbrellaed underneath discernment. You had to learn how to say yes and how to say no with loving confidence. You my dear girl, were learning to master this skill.
When Tranquil Spirit was open, it was only open for three years. What is the reason for this?”
I made poor choices when it came to the return on my investment (ROI). I gave my knowledge away for free. I gave store items away for free. I let people take advantage of me.
“Yes Clair, you did. When you give a child candy without reciprocity, then they shall take it willingly. That ownership is not only on them my dear. The ownership is also on you”.
Ouch.
“Today you value equal reciprocity. You understand the importance of a balanced existence which requires cause and effect to establish and maintain. You are far more discerning today when it comes to your choice in action which creates long term effects. You have learned to stabilize your energy after a challenging interaction. This is the empowerment you are coming to master in this lifetime. You are an alchemist.
In addition, you discovered your passion when you immersed yourself in Tranquil Spirit. You knew what you were called to do. You feared the responsibility back then. Your self confidence was drowning in uncertainty and fear of being wrong. This fear reinforced your passion to falter. This clearly showed you were not ready to take on the responsibility of being known at a larger scale for your work. With that in mind, you began your journey down to the depths of your mind and learned to pull yourself out. Everything you have done has led you here. Can you see it?”
Yes, I can. I am grateful that it has taken me this long to alchemize my energy. I am grateful I wasn’t thrown into the limelight too early. The risk of losing my own mind and autonomy would have been too great had I become known back then. I would have been teaching people at a much lower level of understanding as well.
Had I been highly successful from a physical perspective, my ego would have gone on a rampage with all the trigger buttons I had. Those trigger buttons were a field of landmines back in the day. People would have taken advantage of me. This would have increased my sense of resentment which would ultimately cause depression. Today I have healthier boundaries. Today I am aware and can make myself clear. This is a fabulous thing.
I am okay with people not understanding me. I am comfortable with walking away from a situation or people if the energy is off putting. I have learned to honor my body’s signals. I have learned to say no. I am discovering how to say yes to me. I have learned to respect myself first and foremost. I am more mature. I still have much to learn. With that said, I am open minded to learn whilst equally able to maintain a mindset that believes in morals over money rather than money over morals. I have learned to love myself. Turtle love.
“Then you are successful dear. Remember, you chose to become an ascended master. This journey comes with deep understanding and takes several lifetimes to embody. A turtle wins the race because the turtle remembers to collect their knowledge in both a physical sense and a spiritual sense along the way. Rabbits tend to move quicker. Resulting in missed data and therefore higher risks. Keep loving your progress Clair. You are right on time”.
Same goes with you, my dear awesome reader. You are right on time for whatever it is you are working towards. Be it a loving union. Be it your career. Be it your life overall. You are preparing for greatness one way or another. If you rush it or get thrust into the responsible limelight too early, you would have a much harder time balancing your ego and your spirit, as well as the navigation of other people’s ego and spirit. There is far more to learn and prepare for which is in addition to physical skills and knowledge of a topic.
Love everything about yourself. You are learning and preparing everyday. Honor who you are regardless of what lies before you. Embrace the turtle. Turtling is the journey to inner peace. You are worth it and you are right on time.
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