If you have been following along with me on my journey then you may have come to the conclusion that I would be considered a spiritual new age follower. I would say to some degree, this is true. With that said, I am an open minded skeptic when it comes to all belief systems and can recognize an ego on display within any faith based arena, including spiritualism.
In addition to that, egos love validation, recognition, praise, and a sense of belonging to something great and to which their impact matters. The higher their ego’s influence is in this arena, the greater the challenge becomes to balance their ego and spirit dialogue inside their mind. Temptation, recognition, and attainment are an addictive drug to an ego. The acclaim achieved also indicates a stronger cycle of messaging received to boost their ego. With that, a new or existing behavioral pattern begins to solidify itself in this denser reality when not aware.
One pattern is the risk of arrogance and entitlement. If the pattern is recognition and attainment, then the ego takes bigger risks which affect the other areas in their life. They begin to believe they are more important than others because they enjoyed the scenery on the pedestal their followers placed them upon. That pedestal has to come back down eventually. Life requires balance at all times. Equality is balanced. In addition, the butterfly effect is truly a thing. The effect can hit you many years later. It does eventually catch up to you or you to it one way or another. The bigger the beast, the bigger the leash is required, sort of speech. In my mind, I think “down girl, down. Be a person not a god. That’s way too much responsibility”.
With all that said, in the spiritual community there is a message which is circulating around many social media platforms identifying “Chosen Ones”. When I hear that message I cringe. It doesn’t sit right inside of me. No one is chosen by a source outside of one’s own self. Everyone chooses their journey and plans out the energetic variables and probabilities to design a sequence of events which assist in their own individual evolutionary journey. A chosen one, in my mind, is simply an individual who, they themselves, chose to impact this world in a profound and loving way to the best of their ability prior to their incarnation. What that looks like is uniquely designed for each soul. The universe is a creative masterpiece after all.
Everyone is chosen to experience a 3-D life. Everyone chooses what that looks like for themselves. In my mind, and I can only speak for myself when I write, people have to stop blaming and praising a source outside of themselves for the reflection they are creating for themselves. Otherwise, they create added challenges in taking responsibility and accountability for their own lives.
My God, for me, is my best friend who is creating with me, not someone I must report to. I also choose to take accountability for my own experiences so that I can learn with grace over arrogance and pride. I most certainly thank my spirit team for guiding me and assisting me everyday. I thank my God in the sense that I recognize all is God and God communicates telepathically, therefore aids in the energetic influence to bring two like minded souls together. Namely me and my Mr. Christy. I thank my creation and acknowledge efforts in the assistance of my own creative process. I also know what I do not know. There is much I do not know. I also have a healthy appetite to learn. With that, I observe the spiritual community.
According to the spiritual community, when a chosen person leaves an environment after being hurt, a series of unfortunate events begin to unfold in the antagonist’s life. Supposedly, the antagonist experiences a downfall of karmic events to help shake up their reality to see their patterns and to aid in their understanding of what it is they had been creating for themselves. Supposedly, as long as a high vibration being is transferring their energy to a denser frequency being, the higher frequency is quite literally lowering their standards to elevate the denser energy.
Life requires balance. For energy to communicate harmoniously, regardless of love or aggression, they must be on the same level and frequency. Due to this, and due to the light being naturally vibrating kindness, the alchemized energy between the two of them begins to create a steady flow of ups and downs in their life. Ups help support the lighter being through karmic law, and the heavy karmic experiences are attracted to the lower vibrating person. They receive a balance of both worlds basically.
With that in mind, what happens when the two energies detach from one another? In particular, what happens to the person who hurt someone intentionally through a subconscious hurt pattern?
Today, whilst in the car with Liv and her children, a thought had come to my mind relating to chosen ones. As mentioned, I wanted to know what patterned energy occurs after a kind soul has been hurt by someone who acted in conscious or subconscious ill intent. I decided to revisit the series of events which occurred in my parents life since I left silently back in 2022.
I don’t speak with my parents. I honor the healthy energy created whilst remaining at a distance. With that said, Liv informs me from time to time about their life. Usually it is when I am inquiring about my dad’s health. My dad is living with Leukemia.
On the surface my parents life looks lovely. They are living in a beautiful assisted living community and have made friends. They are relatively social and my mum is practicing Reiki once again. My dad is still grumpy often. With that said, he is well taken care of, his health is stable, and he has adjusted fine to his new environment.
They sold their home and therefore would seem to have money in retirement. Their life looks like peaches and cream at the surface, and to my ego. If I leave the information at the surface level my ego will begin to develop a vibration of resentment, which then reverberates into the energetic atmosphere creating jealousy, envy, and vindictive behavior. That’s no fun. With that, I chose to go a little deeper under the surface to look at my parents’ life more closely.
Since I left my parents to live a peaceful life for themselves, my father was diagnosed with Leukemia. My parents’ waterfront view was blocked from their home. My dad’s health declined to the point of a forced sale of their property. Their home and property became too much to manage. My dad requires blood letting on a regular basis. My dad used to be terrified of needles. My parents spend their money on the expenses required to live in their community.
My mum is adventurous in spirit. She loves or loved to travel. As it stands right now, at the age of seventy-five, and my dad’s health alongside being also seventy-five, my mum is land locked. The only travel she has experienced since I left had been driving to and from the hospital and to my brother’s home in Ontario which is only two provinces away in Canada.
All of their relatives are in England. My brother and his family are in Ontario. I am out of the picture. When it comes to either of my parents passing, one of them will be left alone. They will only have the support of my brother two provinces away, and the community they are currently living in. In addition, the community may not allow my mum to continue living there if my dad passes first because it is for assisted living, not apartment living.
Based on this information alone, I see a series of unfortunate events had in fact occurred in their lives. Is it a coincidence? Maybe, maybe not. What I do know is I am thankful for this insight as it aids in my ability to avoid transmitting resentment and envy. I don’t beat that drum, so this realization helps me sing my own tune.
The moral of the story is, remember to consider there is more than meets the eye when it comes to energy transference, energy release, cause and effect, and the influence your energy naturally has once released from an attachment. Avoid resentment, jealousy, and envy because all you would be doing is composing a series of vibrations in a denser frequency to attract more experiences your ego can identify as unjust to you. You create a series of unfortunate events. That’s a rabbit hole you may not want to enter. If you do, enter at your own risk.
LivWithClairity 
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