The seven deadly sins are pride, greed, envy, wrath, lust, gluttony, and sloth. Are they truly sinful and are they ruled by demonic forces? Have you ever thought about this? About sin? Have you ever wondered about supposed consequences when your choices lead you into temptation? I have. I have thought about it a fair bit. My journal discusses these sins in a round about way. My journal has over a hundred entries. My journal entries took me on a path into pride, greed, envy, wrath, lust, gluttony, and sloth from a healthier perspective. Before I wrote, I was living in “sin”. I had no true awareness of this fact. I know better, now.
Once you know, you know. There’s no going back once you know.
I came to recognize that I have a unique perspective when it comes to creation, at least from the human perspective. Most people don’t seem to think like I do. Not as yet in my reality anyway.
I’m honored to have my mind. I am perfectly content with having a unique perspective. If I live out the rest of my days as a hermit, so be it. I am already wealthy. I have my mind.
With that being said, I thought I would share my journey through the seven deadly sins with you. The entirety of my online journal, (currently set to private for editing), are true, painful, and very much, real experiences. I was in hell for a long time. I fought a devil on more than one occasion. My journal takes you on a guided tour of hell, basically.
I suspect all of us wee little humans journey through the “deadly sins” at some point or another in our lifetimes. If you haven’t, then you are likely existing, rather than truly living, or you’re an NPC. If you are reading this, you’re likely not an NPC.
This entry is a summary. A short read to explain demons, the seven deadly sins, and other forms of creation which influence you on a daily basis. Details of my life are already written. Consider this entry a cliff note style of entry.
First, do demons exist? As far as I can tell, yes, they do. Are they exactly what we have been led to believe? That’s a tricky question to be honest.
As far as I know, demons become demons through ego and spirit evolution just like everything and everyone else in creation. Demons are as old as you and I. I am uncertain if demons were once human. What I can say is, whatever the creation was when created, it was not “demonic” per say. They are energy forms of some kind. Existing in a lower dense vibration and frequency. The longer a mind is trapped inside their own living hell, be it in the astral realm or here on the physical plain of existence, the darker their reality becomes. Over time, in the astral realm, they become demons. Demons are evolved beings. Demons experienced a path of pain at one time. Demons, at some point, were consumed by the deadly sins. The “sin” which rules them then becomes their intent to rule you. A demon needs you to observe them in order for it to exist. A demon, requires recognition. Their pride rules them. Pride then comes to rule over you, the observer of them. Thoughts are influenced by telepathy. Thoughts create existence.
Physical incarnations take people down a road which can evolve them into a demon-like creature. Through free will choice, they eventually evolve themselves back into dark matter. You can see this take form inside a person with dead eyes. Their light went out. They exist in darkness. Once their eyes turn dark in a physical lifetime, they are less likely to reincarnate again. Their dark energy overpowers a physical vessel. Their bodies would deteriorate quickly. The energy would be too toxic to sustain itself inside lighter energy. It is for this reason, ill intended beings can entrap themselves into an astral hell. They then look to you for some form of validation and to help lift them out of it.
Unfortunately, you naturally trigger darker beings because they would be envious of your physical incarnation. The luxury of being “alive” had become illusive for them. They long for a physical existence once again. This is when you, or a doll, or a stuffy, or any other lifelike form, receives dark intended attachments. The body acts as a means of inclusion for the darker spirit.
Dark matter, to me, is the “bowels” of God’s “body”. It is a shitty existence indeed. Free will guides all energy inside God. God is energy. God is both heaven and hell. All paths lead to God, including hellish paths. Your mind takes you to your heaven or your hell. Other influences help to guide your free will choice to help get you there.
With or without a human vessel, all of creation evolves towards a lighter or a darker consciousness. We are energy, so are demons and any other creation you can think of. The interaction of a demon and a human, and what the human describes their experience as being, is their consciousness co-creating with another form of energy through telepathy. A demon appears the way the intended target chooses to view it at a subconscious and programmed level.
A demon energy has intent to harm. Harm comes from at least one of the influences which guide the seven deadly sins. Energy forms itself based around the observer’s point of reference. A person afflicted by harmful spirit entities, with or without realizing, is heavily influenced by these spiralling emotions and secret intentions.
All a demon is required to do is create uncertainty inside your mind, which then creates fear. They target you by identifying your sense of pride. Pride is your weakness. Pride is my weakness. Pride is a human weakness. It grows effortlessly and is an easy target. Pride is often born from observation, as are the other deadly sins.
I exist because you observe me. You exist because I can observe you. Once observed, we exist. What exists cannot be destroyed. Energy can only transform into something else. What it transforms into is a singular point of reference which can alter at any time.
What you observe is uniquely designed by your personal education. Your personal point of reference is available inside your mind. It is for this reason, demons can mimic sounds and voices which you are familiar with, as well as cause you to become paranoid. Leading to deprivation and overall mental exhaustion. Once this occurs, your defenses are down. You then become manipulated into doing horrendous things quite easily.
A person dealing with demonic energy, experience ill intent. Ill intent is wrath. You may not be a vindictive person in life. Life still provides an opportunity for you to experience wrath in some way. If you experience an “eye for an eye” lifestyle for too long, and without peace in other areas of your life, anger and or desperation kicks in. Once this occurs, you too can naturally become vindictive.
An eye for an eye is a way to go about things I suppose. Wrath, pride, and greed, create war when you choose an eye for an eye. Leading you into pride, greed, gluttony, sloth, and so on. Fear breeds the seven deadly sins. Vengeance and pain is harvested from the fear. You can only identify with what you are also capable of.
A demon is an energy forming itself around your expectations of what it is to look like. There are more “demons” than I can count. They, like humans, are a collective consciousness. “I am Legion” is an identification of a collective reality. Legion is the opposite of my Clairity, (you meet Clairity in my life story), who guides me in this lifetime. Since you are conscious, you can be easily swayed to join a hellish level of existence. This can and does occur naturally through active telepathy.
The less aware you are of your mind, the easier you can slip into mental torment. The more you are exposed to ill intent of any kind, you experience an urge to become vindictive and then your pride to succeed can become all consuming. When this occurs, wrath, greed, or gluttony can begin to take on form inside your life by your choice to expose yourself to them. This is hell.
Hell is a mental prison layered within all the “deadly sins”. Your oppressed thoughts and feelings are your hell on earth, as well as, your hell within the astral realm, basically.
I had mentioned a stairway to heaven in one of my entries. I had explained this concept. I also mentioned the frequency which guides this elevation. I mentioned influences which can lower you down further into your own hell. The seven deadly sins are incorporated on this “stairway to heaven”. They are a part of the stairs’ structure. They are a part of the structure because they are required to sustain your healthy boundaries. Your healthy boundaries raise you up on your stairway to heaven.
You were created to have a healthy level of pride. You are meant to have a healthy level of self indulgence. You are meant to relax and enjoy. You are meant to stand firm on your principles. You are meant to honor all of who you are. The goal in this game of life and the question is, can you maintain balanced awareness between your ego, your spirit, and your God consciousness? Whilst exposing yourself to the influences of these seven deadly sins?
The holy triad within you is your guiding force. When you ignore your guiding force by way of these sinful thoughts, you alter your holy triad. Your inner trinity changes with you to aid you forward in life. When you choose darkness for too long, your God conscious inside your mind becomes Lucifer instead. You shift from a holy Trinity into hellish control.
We all teeter on our scales of life every now and then. When your boundaries are not truly honored, you are saying hello to a “deadly sin”. We’ve all said hi at least once. I know I have. If you say hi too often, you eventually become best friends with whatever you came to accept, for good or for evil.
I was prideful in many ways in my days. I had to prove myself. I enjoyed a pat on the back just as much as the next person. I’m certain you do too.
It’s perfectly acceptable to look towards another for validation and recognition. The challenge with this one is, once a person becomes starved of attention, or associates love with high achievement, pride turns into addiction. Addiction takes you into your own mental hell.
An addiction can be with drugs or other substances. Addiction can be with career ambition. An addiction can be housed in sex or gambling, which looks like an investment over the “long term”. High adrenaline activities are risky and can become highly addictive. An addiction can be with any or all emotions which are heavily experienced on a repeat basis. People become addicted to sex because of the euphoria upon the climax. The euphoria is an emotion. It is energy in motion. A sudden release. This feeling can create a sex addict. Feed me more kind of deal. Lust and gluttony tag team unsuspecting souls in this instance.
Sexual intercourse is beautiful. Intimacy is to be honored. It is your birthright. Believe it or not, you are guided by spirit to meet your divine soul partner whilst here on physical earth. In fact, you dumb yourself down when you incarnate so that you can be lovingly guided towards your true love. You forget most things on purpose.
I had forgotten how powerful I am because I chose to meet my Christy, (divine person), all over again. Christy and I have been together since the very beginning of time. Our souls have always been connected. I know this without knowing this. We forget this because we chose to be “strangers” so that we could “fall back in love” with one another again. We get to reintroduce ourselves. This is the beauty inside the earthly experience. This is likely the reason you chose to dumb yourself down too.
Everything is love in disguise. Your mission is to love yourself and another. Whatever your heaven looks like to you is for you and oftentimes includes your divine partner. The great flood and Noah’s Arc are a metaphor for divine sacred union remaining intact during times of chaos and destruction.
All that I wrote throughout my journal entries makes perfect sense to me. I can see deadly sins in my life. I can see the way these negative thoughts patterns have influenced me over the years. With that said, I wasn’t entirely clear in where gluttony, sloth, and envy for myself came in. After much retrospection, I had come to realize, I did in fact experience gluttony. I starved myself due to stress. I chose the opposite of gluttony. I starved myself of material resources. This too is fighting with gluttony. I starved myself from love. This is also fighting with gluttony. I simply chose the opposite side of life’s scales of justice, which was starvation over gluttony. They share the same coin.
Today, I am less frail and have gained some weight. I chose to love myself no matter what. I am currently creating a much healthier lifestyle for myself and for those I select to come into my world. I no longer fight with sinful thoughts in this regard.
I respect what I am capable of. I can choose to be demonic. I can choose to be angelic. I can choose to be both; so can you.
I experienced envy because I had caved to gluttony. I envied people with beautiful smiles and healthy teeth. I envied elderly couples holding hands as they strolled through the park. I envied the idea of a home for myself. I still tip on the scales in this regard. Envy rides the wave of gluttony. They tag team and help to spiral you down into a hellish reality for yourself. When you are envious for far too long and then receive a reward, you likely overstep. See if you can refrain overconsumption after starvation?
The ability to with old from overindulgence is far easier said than done. Self discipline is a learned skill. Anything you require balance with, is you metaphorically fighting against or with a deadly sin. Your powerful mind gives birth to your influences, as does mine.
With that in mind, constructive criticism helps you to realign your energy. Criticisms of any kind often result in defense. A defense is triggered because by nature, you love yourself at some level and wish to put a claim on your life. This is what you are meant to do. No one can tell you what to do. Who says their way is better?
Can you approach your life with compassion for yourself and others under strenuous circumstances? Can you see a sin sneak up on you? Can you identify your influence? Can you see and read energy? Can you humble yourself when you know you were ignorant? Easy peasy lemon squeezy. Right? I think not.
To conquer your demons, you must respect your influence. You must recognize what you are capable of. You must identify what you have done and the reasons for you doing them. Which category does your past action fall into? Was it pride? Was it greed? Was it envy? Was it wrath? Was it lust? Was it gluttony? Was it sloth? Be completely honest with yourself. You must confront your devil. What you choose to ignore, rules you.
Pride is ruled by ego identity. Greed is ruled by recognition. Envy is ruled by restrictions. Wrath is ruled by hypocrisy. Lust is ruled by loneliness. Gluttony is ruled by escapism. Sloth is ruled by depression. These are the deadly sins. What dies when these sins take a formidable root, is the light essence within you burning out. You snuff out your own light. Your spark disappears into the nothingness. That is truly scary indeed. At least for me it is. Power inside hell is no power at all. Power in this regard is a form of mental torture being disguised as self importance.
Your free will gives you the opportunity to decide if you walk with the angels or walk with the devils. Your ability to sustain healthy boundaries allows you to befriend both. Respect over fear. Respect maintains your autonomy. Fear blurs the lines. You must decide where you belong. No one has to tell you where you should belong or where you do belong. When you know, you truly decide your own fate, you are free. To know you are free from your own metaphorical shackles, is to venture inside your mind to pull out any and all demon-like activity. Doing so with honesty and a healthy level of objective discernment, frees you from mental pain. A freed mind is heaven.
“As above, so below” applies to heaven above earth, as well as, earth above hell. They are layers of frequencies designed by the mind, not a place you go to. Your power is only taken when you agree to give it. You hold dominion over your life, always, and forever.
You are a creation of creation, creating life for yourself in whatever form or fashion you wish to exist in. There is no right nor wrong. You evolve based upon your free will choices. Light energy relies on dark energy to exist. Darkness relies on light for distinction. You get to play in either arena. There is no judge. Merely your ability to experience life for creation. You are loved simply because you exist. You are accepted because your mind helps to keep creation alive and well. Without you, who would I be? Without me, who would you be? Without God, what would have given us the opportunity to exist?
We are ruled by cosmic law. We are loved with whatever we choose to do with our free will within these laws. Hell and heaven are created by these laws. You simply choose to go there. You are welcomed in either realities. In fact, you are often encouraged to go in either direction. It is entirely up to you as you navigate earth within the seven deadly sins.
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