I’m incredibly frustrated today. I know I am being encouraged to write. At the same time I am becoming quite disheartened over the results of my efforts thus far.
I offer insight and oftentimes channeled messages on TikTok, Lemon8, and Bluesky. As of late, TikTok keeps my video views below the 100 mark and has dropped my views to perhaps four or five a day on Lemon8. This had occurred after I had invested my birthday money from my girls to promote three of my videos. Whilst that was going on, Bluesky kicked me out of the app and won’t let me back into it as the app freezes at login. Fuck I am frustrated!
(Even I, require a platform to vent)
I think it’s understandable. I can’t hide this fact. Clairity knows I am annoyed, as does God, so there is no point lying to myself and thinking “nah, all is good”, when currently I feel like unseen energetic forces are battering me every which way possible.
I enjoy channeled messages I receive and write on TikTok. I learn alongside those who also read the message. They also act as a reminder for me on days such as this. They are my fuel when my tank runs on empty.
Today’s message on TikTok won’t even load. I can see it there but it won’t let me download it to my phone, nor circulate it to the public, so I figured, to heck with it. There are solutions for everything. I’m writing it here instead.
This is today’s channeled message from Clairity;
“Your subconscious mind has a door in which you can enter. This door reads “Labyrinth”. This door has a key. The key is a question. That question is “what’s the reason I… Discover your patterns to uncover the truth you create with”
Every time you ask a question the door opens for you. All you must do is enter. When you are inside your subconscious mind discoveries are made. More questions are developed. More answers are provided. Each question you pose to yourself provides you with an energetic key to unlock another door inside your mind. You receive the answers when you choose to listen and when you observe your world to make sense of it.
The universe may respond by introducing you to something familiar, which offers you an opportunity to once again see the hidden picture. You may have a dream which gives you insight and gained knowledge. Knowledge which highlights what you are manifesting in the present moment.
There are many ways in which the universe can answer your questions. Your job is to be open minded, receptive to patterns, and be willing to take accountability. You must also be willing to us a metaphorical key and then step across the threshold. This takes courage because once you know, you know. There is no going back afterwards”. ~ Clairity
The doors seem to be closing for me when it comes to social media. I know my ego. My ego is currently pissed that all this effort is being lost in obscurity. Today is a day where my parenting skills are certainly needed. Today I am going to let my inner teenager have a “fuck my life” moment.
Tomorrow I pick my arse back up, listen to Spirit by writing about how giving too much focus can be harmful,and then relax into that teaching for myself. I am avoiding harmful thoughts and conditions I place onto myself, so for today, my brain is resting.
Thank you my dear reader for following along with me. Especially on my ego driven days. Tomorrow is a better day. This I know.
Much love to you, always ❤️
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