Category: Toxic Love Story

  • LivWithClairity: Be Friends With Your Ego. Embrace your divine triad

    Everything is love in disguise

    As I had mentioned in previous posts that I had written, your ego is extremely important for your existence here on earth. Your ego plays a vital role in the grand design. Without your ego, you would not come to learn of polarities. You would be unable to discover physical cause and effect, nor would you be able to fully embrace earthly pleasures.

    One might argue that they could have incarnated on a different planet altogether. This may be true. With that said, ego applies for any incarnation and therefore on other planets as well. You have an ego in spirit. You are not ruled by your ego there. When you are fully in your spirit form, your ego whispers softly to you inside you. Here on earth, your ego takes the stage and your spirit becomes the soft and subtle whispered voice inside of you. You basically agree to switch roles. The roles depend on which reality you are in; the ethereal realm or the physical realm.

    A divine being can become trapped in a self made illusion which is developed by their strong tie to their ego identity, and once they have returned to the ethereal realm. When their mind is desperate to keep an identity, desperation can take them down nasty corridors. Like I had mentioned before, your hardened identity can entrap you into your own self made living hell. Your mind takes you there. It is for this reason, it is wise to befriend your ego. Otherwise your ego will rule you.

    Hell exists in the mind. Your mind goes with you when you leave this denser reality. Your hell and your heaven are tied to your identity. They are a symphony of vibrations and frequencies raising you up or lowering you down. Your mind are your lyrics and your chosen melody. Lighten up on your identity to lift yourself up. Hold tight to your identity and you shall lower yourself further down into denser and darker matter/energy. Dark matter exists. You can evolve yourself back to that point. You are truly that powerful.

    Your ego is an influence within the holy triad. Ego creates your ambition. Your ambition helps to evolve creation. Your ego is you, as is your ethereal spirit. You are God consciousness. You are the holy spirit. Your free will and your overall awareness of this power, then allows you to navigate your divine triad within.

    Everything in creation has free will. Free will is attached to the ego, both in spirit and in the physical form. Free will has been built into the grand design. Free will exists. Free will cannot be destroyed. The illusion of free will being taken away can be achieved through ego conditioning. Remember, your body recycles back to the earth. Your mind holds your free will, which goes with you after physical incarnation.

    I observe my world through many forms. I go for walks everyday. My body has been talking to me quite a bit lately. I am teetering with choosing stubbornness over resilience. I know this. With that said, I did reduce the distance of my walks over the course of my day. This is progress. Woohoo!

    I also said I would refrain from giving away anymore of my mind. Yet here I am, writing once again, with wonky fingers too. Damn I can be stubborn. Bloody hell. Anyway, I digress.

    Your ego and your spirit are the back and forth thoughts you have inside your mind. Your dialogue is oftentimes you talking to you, within two out of three positioned triad points inside your powerful mind. When emotions are high, you are all ego. When your emotions are calm and peaceful, you are tapped into your spirit. When you take the information derived from your ego and your spirit dialogue, choose to look at your life and existence as a whole to see the cause and effect created from your decisions. Identify the potential cause and effect which may derive from your present day decisions. Doing so helps you to give birth to your God consciousness. You step into your holy ghost. This is where compassion lives within you. This is the third position within your holy triad.

    Remember, you are the father. You are the mother. You are the child. You are the father, the son, and the holy spirit, if you support patriarchy. You are the ego, the spirit, and God consciousness. You are the full embodiment of creation.

    With that in mind, and back to my ability to observe through many facets of life, I have been observing influencers on social media involving new age and spiritual content, opinion driven content, as well as celebrity gossip. I occasionally watch global affairs. I do my best to stick my toe into the water to remain aware, and then pull my toe right back out. Politics are heavy business. I observe to see the minds of people and to identify heavy projections they are either creating for themselves, perhaps purposefully, or to which they have created for themselves because they are heavily tied to their ego. You can be heavily tied to your ego without being aware of it as well. Your conscious mind may drive. Your subconscious mind chooses the direction.

    Not all well known individuals are tied to their ego, that is for certain. With that said, there are many influencers in all walks of life, who are heavily tied to their ego and who truly adore public attention and the financial rewards which tend to come with that message.

    Here is a quick hint for ya to you know when someone is being nice to get something from ya, or to play with your mind to help build a believable narrative for you. If they praise you out of the starting gate, they are using their imagination to stroke your ego. If they are telling you, you need something from them, they are playing with your mind to spend money. If they tell you to run not walk, they are likely capitalizing on fleeting trends and getting you to avoid early onset buyer’s remorse.

    Anything which pumps your ego up by way of stimulating your mind to invoke an emotion, is tied to an ego. Pretty words may help to mask the ego. Nonetheless, the timid, or deceitful, or relentless, or naive, or, or, or, ego, would be center stage. Their divine self would be whispering in a silent abyss. This of course is if they are placing their moral compass upside down and buried deep into the dirt. If they have moral integrity, they are less likely to boost your ego in any direction. They would simply provide you with proven data, as well as lived experience for you to consider. Not to reel you in with “you need to do this” ambiguity for a fee.

    There is no blame nor shame. There are only layers upon layers of truth. Vibrating within an earthly illusion of lies to help God consciousness evolve and understand itself. We are all one because we are telepathically linked together across all space and all time. We communicate this way. Our free will helps us decide what messages we wish to play with.

    As an example, a singer and songwriter taps into their spirit and their God consciousness to receive a creative download. The download they receive then moves through them and into automatic writing. Kind of like what I do when I am writing my blogs. Whilst a songwriter writes their lyrics down on paper, they are actively manifesting. During this manifesting practice, they are co-creating with their universe. If they are singing about healthy love, they are tapping into their true divine counterpart here on earth at the same time as their own higher consciousness. They may inadvertently write a song about their divine person’s physical life without realizing it. Reason being, they both share the same oversoul. With that, at a subconscious level, they tune into one another. Their bond then begins to solidify over time which draws them closer together. They may not be physically together. With that said, the echo locater has been switched on sort of speech, at the moment the singer songwriter begins their actively creative meditative practice. Their counterpart chimes in somewhere in this world. They too receive inspired thoughts to tune into their familiar’s music. Their familiar being their soulmate, and on more rare occasions, their divine twin flame. The quality of the relationship relies heavily on the healthy alignment of the divine couple.

    Time is attached to your own expectations. Not your true results. Your divine union can take many years to evolve into a physical encounter. With that in mind, and in this instance, the singer is sending a signal to their divine person. This is the law of attraction in motion. Overtime, and with acceptance over resistance from both parties, they come together in physical form.

    A singer songwriter may be more of a trendy singer. In this case, the performer is in their ego state. There may not be automatic writing involved. In this instance, it is a matter of who will buy what based on ego conditioning and global trends? Even if this is the case, that singer is manifesting quite a finale let me tell ya. Lyrics concerning pain, attract pain. Music giving a message of anger, sadness, aggression, or despair, inevitably creates those results for both the performer and their audience in some form or another. The singer would attract someone to help entrap them into more mental torture, and their audience would be agreeing to take on a similar mission. I nope out of aggressive and depressive music. Oppressed and aggressive sounds are not for me. Music which enriches our lives with love, unity, and freedom to be, is my kind of music.

    Your ego offers diversity for creation. Your ego is brilliant. Your ego likes to know that too, so, build a relationship with your spirit as well. Your ego requires parenting. Your life requires balanced scales. Your God consciousness observes your scales. You ultimately decide the balanced result and provide yourself with a ruling. You are your own critic, your own judge, your own prison guard, your own savior, your own grace of God, and your own salvation. It’s a team effort within you and outside of you because as mentioned, we all, as a universal collective consciousness, communicate telepathically, before we begin to communicate physically.

    You can befriend your ego. Fighting yourself will simply slide you down into your hell. To befriend your ego, you must be willing to see your dark side. You must be willing to see your militant energy. You must be willing to see your innocent victim and boost them back up with compassion for yourself and for those who played a role in your personal journey. Your ego can be your inspired action for an abundant and peaceful life. Your ego can also become your own personal demon.

    Back in my WTF series of my blogs, (page one of the series is on pg 73 on my website. I haven’t quite yet grasped how to streamline my blog site,). Anyway, if you would like to meet my skeletons and befriend my ego, alongside your own, read the series. You would likely receive some golden nuggets for your own psyche. Bear in mind though, it is a tough read in parts. In addition to the grammatical errors throughout, there are many mature subject matter trigger points throughout the journey.

    I am introducing the WTF series to you because in that series, I write about my encounters with a devil. This devil is a version of me. The devil in a blue dress I fought off is something I can become if I let my ego take me there. I was fighting with myself, until I sat that devil version of me down on the park bench and said, “enough! You do not scare me anymore”.

    You can only project outside of you, which also resides inside of you. Your mind creates what you see. Everything you project outside of you is God consciousness forming itself around your expectations, which are founded on by your point of reference. Your point of reference is ruled by your assumptions. Your assumed knowledge created your identity and your reality inside and out.

    You are the angel. You can also be a devil. Your ego evolution takes you there. Consciousness merely jumps from one form of being into another. You can quite literally be anything you want. It is for this reason, my divine team stood guard during a couple of Ouija board sessions I had chosen to partake in. I can become that devil if I chose to let that devil fear me into submission.

    I’m not necessarily saying the devil I fought is in fact me. What I am saying is, my mind holds the power to create that existence for myself, as does yours. Either one of us could choose to incarnate time and time again, only to strengthen our egos, rather than soften them to the truth of their soul evolution. Your consciousness can cause you to eventually morph into a devil-like creature. Enough oppressed incarnations can take you there.

    Once a soul’s light essence goes out from having incarnated repeatedly, their dark energy becomes too strong to sustain a human vessel. It is for this reason, many evolved dark beings psychically link to a toy, a doll, a stuffy, or a person. They desire a body to get out of the denser reality they are in.

    How else do you think demons came into being? Everything is God. Creation in all its forms is evolved consciousness moving in one direction or another. I choose peace over war. No demons shall mess with me.

    My mind may be rambling on at this point. Just know, your ego is extremely powerful and is vital for your existence. Your ego stays with you to a lesser or heightened degree, and is based upon your conditioned identity. Your ego identity comes by you honestly. Your conditioned identity had been formed around fears, control, and sadly, greed. Your world taught you to either conform or to rebel. In all honesty, it is the middle ground that your spirit is wanting you to see.

    Take Donald Trump as an example. There are many views and opinions when it comes to him. This is fabulous. I praise Donald Trump’s soul for agreeing to become an example of what can happen to a person when they ignore their inner child, and agree to the influences of dark matter. You are witness to an ego’s journey at a large scale. Mr. Trump is being humiliated and he has little to no control over the end result of is life and ultimate legacy. He is also creating a lot of destruction. That must have taken a lot of courage to play a proverbial villain in this lifetime, in order to help shed light on the truth. When it comes to Donald Trump’s ego and spirit evolution, Mr. Trump took a massive risk.

    Rumplestilskin says, “magic always comes with a price, Deary”.  God said “yes! Let my people know! Your ego may hold you together with a mask. The mask comes off to reveal the truth. The truth is what Mr. Trump will inevitably have to see. That’s if he truly desires a personal projection of his own heaven. You would be wise to be aware as well”.

    That’s what my God says to me anyway.

    Thank you Mr. Trump for helping the world see the pain you are in. May your teachings at a subconscious level help those choose a different approach for humanity and for themselves.

    Back to you my friendly reader. You hold great power for good. You hold great power for evil. You are both. You fluctuate within a spectrum which is guided by the divine triad inside your mind. The more you ask yourself questions and the more you are willing to accept the truth, the stronger the relationship you build between all aspects of who you are. You are divine. You are a divine creation. You are dark. You are light. You are evil and holy. You have many versions of you because many people see you differently. You have many versions of you which are based upon the voice you listen to inside your mind. You exist. Therefore, you cannot be destroyed. You are that powerful.