(Some names have been changed to protect their privacy. Some information may be disturbing for some readers. Read at your discretion. 18+)
I left my body once again. I didn’t move through walls this time. This time I floated out of the house through my bedroom window.
This particular dream occurred after my daughters, Liv and Laura, were born. Albert and I moved into our first house in Oshawa, Ontario sometime during 1996. My parents helped us with the down payment for our modest home. We paid back the down payment when Albert and I finally sold the house after his affair in 1999. That was a messy ordeal.
Albert didn’t like giving all the profit from the sale of the house back to my parents. It was the right thing to do so I made certain my parents were paid by the real estate lawyer. This dream transpired within a few weeks before my girls and I moved to New Brunswick. Unknowingly leaving Albert in Ontario for good in April, 1999.
Exiting through a window wasn’t quite the same as a denser wall. Going through a window was a quick blip. You would have thought there was no window present. It happened extremely fast. Once I was through the window, I felt a strong pull. I was then, almost instantly, transported to my grandparents’ home in England. Just like the way I flew to my parents’ house in Saint George.
There I was, floating above the sidewalk, outside my grandparents’ house. I knew it was their house because I had visited them during the summer of 1988 with my brother. I was served in a pub for the first time. I have been 5′ 9″, or 173 m, since the age of thirteen. I grew four inches in one summer. I looked like a grown adult. My brother was taller and older than me. He was served without any questions. We were also at the pub with my mum’s parents, as well as my uncle and his wife. My parents stayed back in Canada. It was just my brother and I who were sent to England for a summer visit. I was fourteen when I was standing in the pub beside my, then aunt, who was only 4′ 11″ tall, ordering a drink. My brother and I towered over everyone else in attendance. It was easy to be served. It was an interesting experience to say the least.
As I floated there, I saw my grandad working on a bowed window. According to my mother, my grandma West always wanted a bowed window at the front of her house. Their house wasn’t fancy. It was a quaint, middle-class, garden home, located on Reigns-Lee road in Ashton-Under-Lyne, England. Ashton-Under-Lyne would be considered a suburb of the city of Manchester, I believe?
“Clair, you must stop calling me dear. I have things to do. I am preparing for your grandmother’s arrival. You are interrupting me too often. You must stop. Every time you think of me, I hear you. It is like having a telephone ringing non-stop. I have things to do”, my grandad West explained.
I knew, and didn’t know what my grandad was referring to at the same time. Logically I couldn’t understand. Intuitively, I sure did.
“Okay Grandad”, I acknowledged. No sooner did I acknowledge my grandad’s instructions, I was whisked away once again. Only to return to my body and awaken. All day I kept thinking, “oh shit. Stop thinking about him. Stop thinking about him”. Then my thoughts would jump to, “you’re thinking of him now. Stop it! He’s busy!”
My mind was a bit tormented with the back and forth that day. I found the experience intriguing, as well as concerning. I did eventually let my grandad go. I know the reason I thought about him so much. I didn’t really know him. What made me think of him was the dream I had had with him at my parents’ home in Saint George, New Brunswick. I thought of him much less after this experience.
I recognized, even back then, that communication happens telepathically. I understood that my thoughts produced enough energy to affect my grandad in spirit. What I didn’t fully understand at the time was what Clairity helped to shed light on.
“Clair, as you know, we are all connected. Every soul is connected through thought. Think of a giant spider web. You are at the center of the web. Each thought, and interaction you have, sends an ethereal energy cord. This cord then connects to the person being thought of. Think of it like building an energetic umbilical cord and then lancing it towards, and then attaching it to a target. The more people you do this with, the bigger the web grows. You maintain these telepathic links until you choose to stop.
When you do not release your thoughts, you maintain the ethereal cord with another. When you are unaware of the connection and projections you are sending them, and they are sending you, you take on their energy as if it is yours. This can be burdensome at times. Maintaining this connectivity with another soul can create denser energy for you to carry. This can result in confusion, depression, anxiousness, and other ill intended thoughts. Reason being, you would become lost in a fog by assuming all your thoughts are your own. This isn’t always the case.
Having a telepathic connection can be healthy when you are aware. As an example, you can hear us. You can depict the messages and patterns in your awareness. You recognize when you are being guided. When you acknowledge this guidance, we see, hear, and feel your energy. This is how we remain connected to you. With that said, even souls in the astral plains have a life to live. They may be in a different form. Nonetheless, they have their life and you have yours. It is important to recognize this and respect others equally. Both in spirit form and in the earthly body.
When you are unaware, you can create challenging thoughts, ideas, and idolizations. You’re individual autonomy is crucial in the navigation of your reality. Remain mindful of the power of telepathy. Just because someone is unaware of the way they are being influenced, you are aware. With great power comes great responsibility.
If ever you find yourself thinking ill thoughts about someone, choose to see the self empowering knowledge you gained through your interaction with them. See them as your teacher. Also recognize, you attracted them by choice. A person you attract helps you become an even better you, even if the interaction was painful. When you heal through self evaluation and understanding, your thoughts naturally leave them be. If you decide to ignore this wisdom, you unintentionally pester them like you did with your Grandad. You, along with everyone else, can affect others adversely with projected thoughts. Be aware of this as often and as best you can.
In addition, continue to be selective with whom you interact with and invite into your life. If you were able to telepathically link to your ancestors, and the Holocaust man, you can telepathically link to spirits attached to an earthly being. Your continued growth in self awareness will assist you with your confidence in identifying energy. Trust yourself. Trust us.
Remember, just because your loved one is in spirit, it doesn’t mean they can’t interact with you. It’s like picking up a telephone. You are the sender. The other person is the receiver. It is a beautiful thing. With that said, having this awareness comes with great responsibility”.
Understood, I thought. Clairity then went on to help me recognize that I had been fighting my abilities.
“Clair, you often wondered why you kept going back to offering spiritual sessions after taking long hiatuses from them. You know you were denying your birthright. You have your own perception. Your perception is accurate to you. Since everyone’s perception is unique to them, your perception may be perceived as incorrect, fraudulent, or your perception may be perceived by others as truthfully divine. They have free will to decide who you are for them. You have free will to decide who you are for yourself.
People may place you on a pedestal. Others may be critical of you. It is your choice to follow others and let them affect you, or, you can recognize that energy is in constant motion, and therefore can be transmuted into something positive. Energy changes in an instant.
You may not be perfect at what you do. You are perfect at being you. Being one hundred percent accurate for all souls at all times within a sea of uniquely created consciousness, would be an astronomical feat indeed. Even Yeshua had nah sayers.
Symbolisms change depending on the person’s connection to the symbol. A cat can be sweet to one person and a complete nuisance to someone else. You are perfect at being you. As long as you trust yourself, you will receive messages which you would be able to easily decipher, understand, and relay to others.
The reason you left spirituality and then returned to it time and time again is because it is a part of your soul’s mission here. Your doubts threw you off course, not off of your grand plan. You will always be nudged and guided back to your original choice in this lifetime. You have free will. With that said, we know what you designed for yourself. You, just like all souls being guided, will receive a nagging feeling, or an empty feeling, when you are veering off course.
Your life is a team effort. You are connected to a collective, always. We are all one. Separatism is an ego illusion. Do you choose to continue to honor who you are and work with us?”
Yes, I am. I am also somewhat reluctant. I’m nervous. I know something big is about to happen in my life. I can sense it in the atmosphere. I just don’t know exactly what it is.
“Trust the process”, Clairity once again advised. I hear that often from Clairity.
“Clair, are you ready to meet Jack for your next key? It is time to visit your fear of money. Your negative association with money has gone on long enough. You are deserving of financial support. It is time to allow it in”, Clairity encouragingly stated.
Yes, I am ready.
I know part of the blockage is Necklace man. He lured me with a five dollar promise. I didn’t quite realize Clairity wanted me to visit a past life as well. Holy freaking interesting!
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