(Disclaimer: Some names have been changed to protect their privacy. Some information may be disturbing for some readers. Read at your discretion. 18+)
A little over a year ago, I started to purposefully talk to my God as if the omnipresence was walking beside me.
I say “Okay God, tell me a story. I know you always show me the truth. What’s important for me to know today?”.
Once I send that request out, I quiet my mind and observe my surroundings. Doing this sudden inspired exercise created a stronger link between Clairity and I.
Clairity’s guidance has gotten increasingly stronger since I opened up to the idea of a daily spiritual conversation. Before then, I had the perception that I had no control over my choices in understanding spirit. Today, I perceive spiritual guidance very differently. Today, I am continuing to build a language with spirit through signs, symbols, synchronicities, and messages in threes. Through this studied language, along with my natural sensitivity to energy, I have come to the awareness of the importance of being present as often as possible.
“There are clues for you to discover all around you. When you are at peace with your past, and confident enough in the present with what you are creating for your future, you can maintain the energy required to be fully present. When you can be fully present, you gain a smoother transition inside your awareness to be able to see from your godly perspective. From universal truths. From higher wisdom. From your higher mind, in both frequency, and vibration.
When you are acting out past and future ego driven thinking, present gifts being presented to you are quite easily overlooked or mistaken. There is no fault, nor shame, only experiences to learn from. If you have a difficult time remaining present, use your thoughts to guide you to what’s nagging you. Ask yourself questions. Remain as neutral as you can possibly be. Go back to the memory which triggered the emotional discomfort. Identify it and take note, including your deeper feelings you are carrying at present which are associated with the trigger.
Keep asking yourself questions. Avoid using harsh judgment. Avoid placing blame. Avoid focusing on other people’s roles and actions in the beginning.
Your message usually comes in threes. Go back even further in your mind to discover another experience which was similar. A memory which triggered feelings which were unkind and familiar. Identify the memory. Take note of all involved. Pay mind to the similarities, including the way you truly felt during that experience.
Go back again if you can. As mentioned, most messages come in threes. Earthly expression would consider the experience to be karmic in nature. Once you see a consistent message, you can begin to identify a hidden pattern within you. It is at that moment, you begin to put some of your puzzle pieces together. You unravel your past to re-sew your future.
Now my wonderful friend, it’s important to know, many overlook gifts of knowledge and guidance on a regular basis. When a person is constantly in the past, or future in their mind, they are choosing ignorance over knowledge within that same timeline.
Further to this, when a traumatized person has a present experience, they can inadvertently use another person as a reflection to remind them about what they disbelieve within themselves. Once this occurs, an increase in denser energy is created. Sending out waves of vibration, which affects the upward or downward spiral motion of energy.
Unfortunately when this occurs over a long duration, a person gets lost in the absence of truth. Including Clair, over her personal journey thus far. She too chose ignorance at one time. Today she is more receptive with choosing self awareness over harsh criticisms of herself and others. It is my intention the knowledge you read whilst on this journey with Clair, sparks further interest in you to continue to explore your own powerful mind as well.
Unfortunately many people live a life obliviously ungrateful. Thinking their prayers are not being answered, or, they are being punished for wrong doings. There is more to you. There is more to life.
Take gratitude for instance. Gratitude is a consistent state of present awareness. There is more to it than the acknowledgment of your family, talents, and material gains.
Gratitude can also be weaponized. Quite often a person in ego will accuse someone of being ungrateful for a gift or service being provided. In truth, what is occurring is, one soul perceives value differently than the other. One may see a diamond as value. Whereas another may see travelling as value. When each gives what they value to someone who is focused on other forms to be grateful for, the receiver is perceived as ungrateful. Once this occurs, accusations and resentment are fostered, creating denser energy.
Once friction and tension between two grateful souls, due to perceived ungratefulness intensifies, egos are hurt. Believing they are ungrateful, or being taken advantage of for not valuing the same things. Gratitude is not meant to be a weapon. Gratitude is for your own confidence, value, and connections to all which encompass your life experiences.
Yes, it is important to be grateful for what you have. It is equally important to be grateful to your ancestors and guides along your way. They are the ones who are giving you loving guidance and signs for you to follow. Even when you are somewhere else within your mind and unable to remain in the present. You are loved. You are being guided. It is the present where you can best perceive what’s being laid down. You must be actively present to build your personal language with the divine.
In order to build your language, you must be at peace enough within yourself to perceive us. Those souls who are lost find it difficult to see clearly that they too are important and guided equally. They do not need to carry other people’s energy. Denser energy is heavy and is often carried unknowingly. This denser energy becomes a wall. Rather than a thin veil for us to whisper through effortlessly.
Every soul involved in a difficult encounter could produce massive waves of denser energy out around them. Which then affects other vibrations, and frequency levels within their personal timeline. They perhaps unknowingly, send small ripples of energy. Resulting in creating a disturbance in potential future outcomes.
The push towards, or, a pull away of energy upon sending this expression, can result in delays, or alterations in ideal manifestations. From there, energy spreads from one person to another. Like the way a butterfly creates wind which affects you as they approach to land upon you. Your energy, like that of the motion produced from a butterfly’s wing, gets sent out in ripples invisible to the naked eye. These ripples when strong enough can produce waves into the world around you. The world around you then responds back. Those who are vibing at the same frequency merge into the ripple to create a wave, adding to yours.
Great minds think alike, and fools rarely differ. There is always someone readily available to agree with you and your belief system. Even when you send ripples of oppressive energy. Someone will be attracted to you. Their signal, combined with the sound wave you send, creates harmonious music between you both. Be it low vibration, high vibration, or somewhere in between. Your frequency matches, even when your conscious thoughts don’t.
Others who vibrate in a higher frequency get pulled away with the current. They become naturally repelled by the oppressive energy being emitted. Higher frequency vibrations scatter. They tune into their own frequency and their like minded people. Whilst denser energy collects. Producing waves that can grow bigger. Resulting in denser collective mindsets. Therefore, oppressed community living is experienced.
When a person stays in dense energy long enough, they can establish a perpetual negative cycle of thinking experiences within their mind. It becomes increasingly challenging to muster up lighter energy from a higher frequency to do self reflection, and understanding. This sadly results in a soul believing they have been forgotten by spirit who are always guiding them. They feel lost, confused, trapped in fear, depression, and anxiety, unable to see our messages.
People remain unaware of how to create their personal language with spirit. Your language is there for you to study. It’s always within your grasp to establish. All you must do is open your mind to the possibilities. Your loved ones are with you. Trust, you are being lovingly guided.
Ask yourself some questions. You may hear wisdom give you an answer.” ~ Clairity.
There are still variants in frequency and vibration between Clairity and I for the most part. Some days it is easier to distinguish them. Other days I almost feel like I am vibrating closer to her. It’s like my ego is fully resting in a peaceful state. On those days, Clairity can take over my mind completely. It’s as if my ego floats into Clairity’s awareness. Rather than the other way around.
My daughter, Liv, has also pointed out that she can hear an English accent coming from my speech every now and then. I have been living in Canada since 1976. The only time you would hear English words coming from me would be when I was intoxicated, or swearing because I hurt myself.
Three common expressions I would use are “Oiye!”, to get someone’s quick attention, or, “bloody hell. That hurt”, when I hurt myself, and finally “you bloody pillock”, when someone walked into a wall or did something silly.
I recognize today, calling someone a pillock, is not the kindest thing to do. I used to call myself one all the time. My dad said that phrase a fair bit as well. I do refrain from saying that today, as best I can anyway. I also pronounce the word garage differently than most English speaking Canadians. To quote my father; “you don’t spell the word garage with two r’s. It’s ga.r.age, not ga.rr.ahge”.
Now that I think about it, that also sounds like Ron Weasley in Harry Potter And The Philosopher’s Stone, when he said “it’s levi.Oh.sah., Not levioh.Sah”, referring to Hermione Granger. Funny. Anyway, other than those slip of the tongues, I’d say overall, I sound Canadian just like the rest of the awesome Canadians you could meet on the street.
When Liv said “mum, you’re sounding rather English at the moment”, I thought, hmm curious. I am not entirely sure what is happening within me. What I can say is, I love my mind. I love my connection to spirit. I love that there is a distinction in voices inside my awareness. This has always been, and still does, act as a loving reminder that I am never truly alone.
My mind does drift to memories of communicating with spirit throughout my life. I have always wondered what the reason was for my odd way of experiencing my perception. I have wondered, in what way, does this sensitive awareness of energy play in my life going forward?
As of late, my mind has also been recalling one particular dream to the forefront of my awareness. There must be a reason, usually determined in hindsight, for me being encouraged to share it with you in this blog series. I plan to in time.
For now, Clairity is once again calling for my attention. It seems it’s best I introduce you to a question Clairity had posed to me during my healing with Liv, in 2023. After I found out about Rosie’s infidelity.
“You have held much pain throughout your life. Most of your pain has been established through men’s conscious choices and actions. This is true and worthy of acknowledging. With that said, there are layers to you Clair. Always remember that. What were you teaching yourself? What were you developing over the long run?”
Excellent question, I thought, and to which I knew the answer.
My intuition was strong at birth, then weakened by my choice to ignore it during difficult life experiences.
“Yes, Clair. Do you recall what you were doing before your intuition spoke to you of Albert’s infidelity?”, Clairity said, with her nudging reminder.
I do remember. I was sitting at my computer talking with someone online. My first fully “awake” experience with a communicating spirit had occurred the week beforehand. What an experience that was.
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