(Disclaimer: Some names have been changed to protect their privacy. Some information may be disturbing for some readers. Read at your discretion. 18+)
In my mind, I picture a wooden door in a similar shape as medieval castle doors, only tinier. Rabbit size, if you will. Everytime I asked a question related to understanding the reason I was attracting such difficult circumstances, Jack, my rabbit, gave me a key inside my mind. Then prompted me to look towards the door.
I had a decision to make when I stood in front of each entrance, which was beckoning me to look at the memory from a different perspective. The beautiful voice inside my mind gesturing her gentle, loving hand out, as if to say “come inside. I’ve got you”. Am I ready to truly understand my pain?, or, do I recognize I am not ready to enter just yet.
Only ask a question you are truly ready to hear the answer to. Accountability can be a painful bugger sometimes. Doing that exercise in my mind became my starting point in leveling up my wise discernment. I am grateful for my imagination of Jack. I still have him as a loving friend inside my mind. Anytime I see a rabbit externally to me I greet it with a “hiya Jack. It’s nice to see ya”. If I see Jack on a regular basis in my neighborhood, I am being informed of an impending move. Jack holds many clues for me.
Before I take you through my twelve year old, mini castle door, it’s important to me that I address an important detail.
Every single person in my life, especially those referred to in this true life adventure, are both a villain, and a victim. As am I. We all played those roles to help each other in our soul’s evolution. Playing both roles of the student, and the teacher for each other. My parents, my brother, my ex romantic partners, my children, my grandchildren, my friends, my lost relatives, and predators, are all on their individualized journey, in their own mind. Discovering themselves at their own pace. It’s the entire point of being here. They have stories. They have experiences. They have trauma as well.
As you continue to walk with me down each path on my journey, remember, hurt people hurt people due to subconscious patterns they are unaware of. Who’s at fault really? Them for acting out in pain. Hurting me the way they did?, or, me for agreeing to believe them so that I could hurt myself? Then carry their pain and my own on my back? Resulting in me acting out from pain just like them. If I held pain towards them, I would be hurting them through my energetic retaliation.
If I do not take accountability for my choices, how am I to truly learn? How am I to truly evolve as a loving creation? You are glimpsing into the mind of only one character when you read my story. That character is me. To truly see the truth in all, you must jump into the mind of each character throughout this journey. Then broaden your mind even further than that. You would have to step outside of yourself, then look at it from an even greater perspective within all of creation’s perspective.
This is my truth. This is my understanding. My goal for you is to help you see for yourself what you believe is true for you, so that you can better understand yourself. A gentle journey into self love. Keep walking with me. It will all make sense in time. If not, well at least you’d be entertained.
LivWithClairity 
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